Help Me Understand

Help me understand Did you give a damn Was it all a scam Or part of some grand plan Help me understand When'd you let it fade Was it me you played Or the love we made Help me understand Help me understand Help me understand Help me understand Help me understand Why I thought you cared When you weren't prepared And never really there Help me understand Why I keep you near When you disappear To leave me drowning here Help me understand Help me understand Help me understand Help me understand If I could see inside your head Would the words you never said Show a truth I can’t withstand Or a love I’d understand Did you mean to walk away Or fade a little every day Tell me when we slipped through your hands And lost all our plans Help me understand Help me understand Help me understand Help me understand Help me understand Why I thought you cared When you weren't prepared And never really there Help me understand