CannibalElucid - Coleslaw #33

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Ever stood in the darkest place you could imagine what if I told you (that’s where) 
The biggest part of my (Soul died) when this happens the whole world you seen through your eyes changes (first you) learn you didn’t die (You survived) but why do I feel like I have to sacrifice a lot? Well what feels like the lot just (to be) the man I deserve to be (Requires more) attention. A better process of my thoughts put into all of this before I could go and do this all over again so I reread what she wrote (then I) must walk before I learn how (To soar) and rise above everything that made me feel lower than anything that lays in the ground for once I’ll be like the early bird who (gets the) 
Love and hate ripped from (My mind) it ticks and ticks like a time bomb every thought takes (me to) the rest of the world is hard
(To find) anyone out there who thinks how I do someone with understanding alike me (do you) like what you see inside  (The mirror) always shows me what others see but it never shows me who I truly am if it did it (would show)  all my flaws a little (Bit clearer) but every time the reflection would show back the version of me, that I liked the best cause to not be able to see clearly is better than (to see) s we everything that I’ve done with my (Wasted time) if only I turned away and had left before she could scream out to me because when (I said) I would build a better and a (Stronger mind) and to have a stronger mind means I’d have a better sense of making the right decision and all that in which I feel (I needed) to know why I chose to do the the things  (I did) not take the chance which could have made the situation not turn out as such, cos (this was) 
The worst mistake I ever made, with it (I live) like this and so be it, who cares what they think, who the fuck are they anyway, they ain’t better than anybody else, so (they can) 
Never truly forget the weight of (My choices) are all mine to be made, hell yeah I’ve made many that I wish I could turn back time and change, but we (all know) that I’m a flawed man who listens to (The voices) that I hear are beat to be heard, bcos I believe that they can foretell me things, oh, except one voice, he can make (me do)  not know why cannot receive happy (From sky) to earth, everything inbetween is hell I don’t care what everyone believes in, I’ve seen the devil before (when I) kneel to ruinous power and not (Ask why) but I hadn’t the answers, do I look like I’m the one who has anything to tell u, other than “why don’t you have a (Look at) what becomes when we burn every  (Town around) the block and back to the place where it all started again! There’s a saying about all this, oh yeah (it was) screaming not the singing that made the (Best sound) i don’t think that I’ll ever get to hear that sound again! I haven’t heard (it since) 
Become the only way we know of (To grow) into the person who I am meant to be, I know life’s not easy, but it shouldn’t love been this hard, at time (I just) want to stop always destroying my home.

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Ever stood in the darkest place you could imagine what if I told you (that’s where) The biggest part of my (Soul died) when this happens the whole world you seen through your eyes changes (first you) learn you didn’t die (You survived) but why do I feel like I have to sacrifice a lot? Well what feels like the lot just (to be) the man I deserve to be (Requires more) attention. A better process of my thoughts put into all of this before I could go and do this all over again so I reread what she wrote (then I) must walk before I learn how (To soar) and rise above everything that made me feel lower than anything that lays in the ground for once I’ll be like the early bird who (gets the) Love and hate ripped from (My mind) it ticks and ticks like a time bomb every thought takes (me to) the rest of the world is hard (To find) anyone out there who thinks how I do someone with understanding alike me (do you) like what you see inside (The mirror) always shows me what others see but it never shows me who I truly am if it did it (would show) all my flaws a little (Bit clearer) but every time the reflection would show back the version of me, that I liked the best cause to not be able to see clearly is better than (to see) s we everything that I’ve done with my (Wasted time) if only I turned away and had left before she could scream out to me because when (I said) I would build a better and a (Stronger mind) and to have a stronger mind means I’d have a better sense of making the right decision and all that in which I feel (I needed) to know why I chose to do the the things (I did) not take the chance which could have made the situation not turn out as such, cos (this was) The worst mistake I ever made, with it (I live) like this and so be it, who cares what they think, who the fuck are they anyway, they ain’t better than anybody else, so (they can) Never truly forget the weight of (My choices) are all mine to be made, hell yeah I’ve made many that I wish I could turn back time and change, but we (all know) that I’m a flawed man who listens to (The voices) that I hear are beat to be heard, bcos I believe that they can foretell me things, oh, except one voice, he can make (me do) not know why cannot receive happy (From sky) to earth, everything inbetween is hell I don’t care what everyone believes in, I’ve seen the devil before (when I) kneel to ruinous power and not (Ask why) but I hadn’t the answers, do I look like I’m the one who has anything to tell u, other than “why don’t you have a (Look at) what becomes when we burn every (Town around) the block and back to the place where it all started again! There’s a saying about all this, oh yeah (it was) screaming not the singing that made the (Best sound) i don’t think that I’ll ever get to hear that sound again! I haven’t heard (it since) Become the only way we know of (To grow) into the person who I am meant to be, I know life’s not easy, but it shouldn’t love been this hard, at time (I just) want to stop always destroying my home.

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