Time rusts metal while I'm walking through trials Solo shadows fade while sorrow falls away I keep proceeding through the night, searching for day Don't fuck with the bleeding, I'm breathing never receding Proceeding, believing something I'm needing, I confess I'm confused but I'm done with pretending Every beginning has a road with an ending Fuck the dealing and peeling away at my mind Age-less thoughts chasing answers I'll find on this grind using all my mind Testing every question, every guess, Trying to rest while I'm fighting with stress Coastal reef, waves crashing, good grief Dead dreams underneath me, ghosts in the cape Fuck the rap and the vocal not just escape Dead breaking dead ghosts breaking from the host DJam on the mic while I'm hiking the coast Frank like a body gone all in, in a fight, with a tiny clue while I'm chasing the light Burnt-up fam, rags turning into ash and smoke Silly toe tags and memories in bags, Episode after episode croke the story rolls on bloke I'll keep writing my raps even after I'm gone Wanting to live forever isn't too clever So I pull a alphabet clever out Watch everything move, watch everything change are you a believer Same mad at the world's but I'm stepping outside the frame Wicks keep burning, rap keeps burning We are all little flames while the whole world learns Time sounds sublime when the rhythm hits right So I turn all the darkness into words for the night Riddle me this, riddle me that, Where does a lost soul go when it leaves its map? Piddle-paddle pen ink-scrabble thoughts moving fast mic rattles Trying to build tomorrow from pieces of the past Life keeps bruising but I'm still choosing To stand up, move on, refuse to stay, Even when my own mind tells me to run away life's new today renew what was broken I say Words stay hidden until they're finally spoken Tick-tick boom clan settings lift off I don't know the answer but I know I'm not lost I'll pay whatever cost The earth keeps spinning, seasons keep changing My thoughts keep racing, questions stay blazing Maybe I'm cursed maybe there's more to the silence Maybe faith isn't proof maybe faith is defiance I pray to God while I stare at the sky Asking why we live and why people die Why tears fall down when nobody knows Why we plant flowers where somebody goes Dancing in the rain with absolutely no gain Still finding a rhythm in the middle of pain I wonder about everything wondering why Why does every road keep bending away? Maybe it's legacy, maybe fantasy, Maybe these words are what's left of me in a storm Trying to stay human while the whole thing transforms Cruising through life bruising but moving each clue confusion still somehow improving At least I don't feel like we're completely losing Even when the road keeps twisting and bruising Ffuckk insiders cameras whatever they see I'm not writing for them I'm writing for God and me not confusing Listen stop using where are we now? Follow the breeze follow the free somehow Too tight to breathe but I fight for the air If freedom rings I'm already there Serious furious delirious trail, I don't know the answer, I don't claim that I do I'm just trying to find what is actually true Cling with the homies, better know me, Wide-open ocean nobody owns me, I slide I glide I move with the tide Trying to find my own soul instead of hiding Hole, whole goal searching for the plot Got nothing in my pocket but maybe that's a lot I got air I got breath I got another sunrise So I grab my light and look straight in its eyes Freedom rings, fireworks glow, The world can be cruel but I still want to grow The road gets rough and the night gets cold But I keep walking with my story untold Why do I keep trying to write more and something different? I want the music rocking, DJam rapping I want to hear the crowd while my whole soul is living No souls napping Mindless thoughts plotting humans moving plotting New man growing, old wounds removing I don't need to know where every road ends I just need to know who's real and who's friend? Science and friction, religion and faith, Questions collide while I stare in their face, where's Gods magnificent Actions of good deeds Every bridge that I crossed was a lesson I learned Every wrong turn showed me how to return angels in the skyline Fantasy isn't always a lie Is life a painful illusion or a chance to create? what's the point of fate, nothing new of late Is there an answer waiting somewhere before the gate? Who's with me? I'm with those who understand I leave behind whatever I can't command I don't need the whole world to understand my plans I just want my own place where life still stands Where the air feels clean, Where the words mean something Where the beat keeps knocking Where the soul keeps running Smile for awhile while God drives for miles Time may rust metal but it can't erase the trials I don't know every answer, maybe that's the plan But I know where I'm going now. I'm going to my land. I'm going where life got plans.
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