[Intro] Yeah, mm I know you still up [Verse 1] Your coat’s on the chair where you left it last week I tell everybody I’m good, then I barely sleep New watch on my wrist, but the hour moves slow I got places to be, still nowhere to go You said I make a home out of rooms I don’t stay in I laughed like a joke, but I knew what you’re saying My mother called twice, I let both calls ring I keep buying more just to avoid feeling anything [Pre-Chorus] And I hate that you know me this well You can hear when I’m lying through the phone I say I’m fine, then I circle your block Like the truth might be waiting at home [Chorus] If you’re still awake, leave the porch light on I’ve been acting like I moved on, but I haven’t moved on All this money, all these rooms, and the quiet stays loud I can stand in the middle and still feel shut out If you’re still awake, don’t ask where I’ve been I got good at the exit, not good at coming in I was sure I could lose you and keep what I found Now the whole place feels empty when nobody’s around [Verse 2] Valet knows my name, but he don’t know a thing About the small silver ring in the cup by the sink I keep it right there like a dare to myself Then I leave it untouched while I dress for somebody else You wanted the truth, I gave you a polished reply Said I needed some space, meant I’m scared you might try To see past the jacket, the grin, and the plans To the kid who still freezes when love takes his hand [Pre-Chorus] And I hate that you know me this well You can hear when I’m lying through the phone I say I’m fine, then I circle your block Like the truth might be waiting at home [Chorus] If you’re still awake, leave the porch light on I’ve been acting like I moved on, but I haven’t moved on All this money, all these rooms, and the quiet stays loud I can stand in the middle and still feel shut out If you’re still awake, don’t ask where I’ve been I got good at the exit, not good at coming in I was sure I could lose you and keep what I found Now the whole place feels empty when nobody’s around [Bridge] Maybe I called it ambition when I ran from the hard part Maybe I learned how to win, never learned how to start If you open the door, I won’t promise a change I can promise I’m done making pride sound like strength [Final Chorus] If you’re still awake, leave the porch light on I’ve been acting like I moved on, but I haven’t moved on All this money, all these rooms, and the quiet stays loud I can stand in the middle and still feel shut out If you’re still awake, I’ll tell you the truth I was scared you’d see all the unfinished in me too I was sure I could lose you and keep what I found Now the whole place feels empty when nobody’s around [Outro] Your coat’s on the chair I still haven’t moved it If you’re still awake I’m coming through
