Why is everything such a pain ..... a pain in the ass i might ask Everything is such a task...... I mean shittin an fuck it.... Drop dime in a bucket. Tellm all to suck it In private or public..... But still that dont answer my question Im not receiving the facts im Requestin, i gota stop an rest then. Try second guessin. Im sure we do it to ourselves creating our own nightsmares. Like a car wreck gota stop an stare.to make if fair. Made it out by a hair...... i no no body cares So why do we make things harder. Make short cuts further.set ourselves up ,,,,,,an murder...... i didnt mean to hurt her.......so u say .but hey have a good day.....i must say.... nows not the time to play....truth i crave In a desperate rage ,im tired of being this way....... i make everything harder than it needs to be..... let the work for me.thats were i succeed an set myself free ,,,,,free of self fuckery... Down in self hate bakery.... whats that say for me..... well it calms the nerves u see.....get all the negativity out of me.by by self pitty ,,,,,shit,,,,,,fuck..... Down to the nitty gritty..... big an tall Even eitty bitty......it all makes me shitty.,,mmmmmm no more angry letters....its time to man up an get better....time to break free of self agony.......an fear an loathing .most of u i will be ghosting..... sorry but its evaluation time on my life.an if u dont comply go ahead an wave by by.... Cuz i dont need bound an tied. By anyone thats not on my side. Thats were fake an pretend friends collide..... but im sorry ,dumb shit fuck ........denied......... . ...my friend............. You lied................your best bet ......... Is suicide ............in the worst way.............implied.................cook that ass............deep fried.................standing ovation................on the side lines................. stepping over.....................guide lines................. its in the master................. design......................ya ya your sorry ...........not this time................no its not your fault...............its mine.............for not seeing threw the lines an your eyes ......no shakes just good bye......... ill see u tomorrow...... Nice try........mmmmmmmmm by by..... Wash it all away.......... mmmmm by by...mmmmmmm.my life
