Verse 1) Walls closing in, painted in a shade of regret as I fall deeper into despair Living out the Demons that I have in my fucking mind even when I refuse to make amends! I can’t even see the fucking light at the end of the tunnel Maybe the metal pain will go away Surrounded by a you, but I’ve never been so alone I keep building up this shit just to watch it all crash around me no more happiness Turning every single promise into a pile of ash I know the end is coming!!! (Pre-Chorus) And the pressure starts to settle in the back of my Head A heavy lead anchor keeping me is fucking drowning me in shit They look at me and say I’ve got it all figured out fuck you you don’t know shit While I’m suffocating silently, drowning in doubt. (Chorus) Locked away in a cell of my own design! Tricking my head into thinking that I'm doing fine! Feeding the fire that's burning me alive Tell me how the fuck am I supposed to survive? This shit! I’m fading out, I’m slipping away! Just another soul left to rot and fucking decay! Left to fucking decay!!! (Verse 2) Staring at the surface till the pressure starts to break Denying every warning, navigating through the pain "Just smile pretend it’s okay" While the foundations crumble and the pillars crumble and your world turns to gray I can’t control the shadow that is pulling the strings I’m terrified of the chaos that tomorrow brings. (Bridge) (Spoken/Low growl) Look at me. Look into my eyes. Tell me you don’t see right through the disguise. (Explosive scream) Open your eyes! The noise in my head is starting to peak! The voices are loud, and my willpower is weak! Fuck you!! Get me out! Get me out! I’m refusing to face what I’ve become! The monster is still here i can’t run or hide it will rip my fucking mind apart fucking (Chorus) Locked away in a cell of my own design! Tricking my head into thinking that I'm doing fine! Feeding the fire that's burning me alive Tell me how the fuck am I supposed to survive? This shit I’m fading out, I’m slipping away! Just another soul left to
