Low in my throat, I whisper tell me why I fuck up everything I touch I drift into their clean little lives like dirty heat making them want things they swear they shouldnโ€™t feel I donโ€™t belong anywhere just a soft sin humming in the wrong air Every touch I give comes crooked every word I drop falls bare Iโ€™m the shadow they wonโ€™t claim the dirty secret they wonโ€™t name I bite back the quiet but it still spills out like smoke and sex a warning label no one reads until Iโ€™m already under their skin They crave me, then blame me like I forced them to let me in Iโ€™m crooked shadows curl where my steps should fall my thoughts twist sharp against the world every move I make leaves a scar I donโ€™t fit, I donโ€™t land I just twist where I stand A beautiful flaw they try to hide but still reach for with shaking hands Put your ear to my throat listen to the toxic little hope that wonโ€™t fucking die still whispering maybe thereโ€™s a place for me even if I only fit crooked