Lyrics written by luf0 Copyright to lyrics © luf0 https://suno.com/@luf0 ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Am I allowed to speak to u under those circumstances? ma hands are shaking, 'cause I'm so nervous maybe I'm less fuckin' brave than a tiny cat but I tryna do ma really best to be a better friend! Raw moments, influence my whole drawing Isn't it funny, there's "pain" in the word "painting"? People askin' me, "Are u happy to be a sad bitch?" but that's the only thing that feels real... in this tragedy Tryna escape the misery with burnin' down a pound of weed I know this causes issues, but it calms down reality livin' inside a shattered dream, maybe I'm just too old, mama 'cause I'm lackin' energy to swim out of the cold water but LIES outta ma mouth ain't nothin' I'm gonna do for u u called me cruel 'cause I showed u the fuckin' truth I tried to explain everythin' that goes through ma broken mind but everythin' I got at that time was a fuckin' smile! Fuck it, I really tried to blame other people I did, but they'll never be the reason Lost a couple of friends behind the barrier of life I don't feel lonely, I feel left behind 'cause I miss 'em every fuckin' day, it's kinda fucked up I'm tellin' myself the place was too small for their big hearts! Everything reminds me of u, even the laundry and not even therapy can change how I feel I feel responsible, to carry it around because the fear that ya names are fading out is too loud A shitty coping strategy to process bad dreams at night you'll never be forgotten, 'cause u breathe when I write I preserve every single fuckin' word every single memory, every single fuckin' chord I'm still reading ur poetry u had dismissed as a shitty hobby but the most broken souls write the most beautiful stories
