Underwater

[Verse 1] Same hoodie Same cold coffee Phone face down Screen still watching me Curtains closed It’s two in the afternoon All these dishes in the sink Feel like another room [Chorus] I’m tired of breathing underwater Tired of waking up this worn If joy’s a jacket on the back of a chair Mine’s been missing since the storm I keep saying I’ll feel better tomorrow But tomorrow never blinks So I just lie here in the quiet Staring past the ceiling and the dishes in the sink [Verse 2] Friends keep calling Let it ring Let it ring Can’t explain How heavy feels like nothing Shower’s running I’m still sitting on the floor Half a person in a towel Half a ghost behind a door [Chorus] I’m tired of breathing underwater Tired of waking up this worn If joy’s a jacket on the back of a chair Mine’s been missing since the storm I keep saying I’ll feel better tomorrow But tomorrow never blinks So I just lie here in the quiet Staring past the ceiling and the dishes in the sink [Bridge] Maybe I’ll stand up Maybe I won’t Maybe that’s fine For today I don’t know But I’ll leave the tap running Just to hear something speak Little river in the kitchen Saying “you’re still here At least”