[Intro] Rain on the window Mold on the wall Phone face-down I don't know at all (uh) [Verse 1] Wake up on the floor Couch lookin' like a stranger Basement smell of bleach Vodka breath Old anger Seattle sky gray Same shade as my lungs Check the calendar—blank All the days look drunk Got a key from a caseworker Told me "start clean" Now it’s liquor in the Brita where the water should be Unemployed Two missed calls from the temp place Unread texts Rent late I just swipe 'em away Half pack Ash in a Safeway cup AA chip on the counter like it gave me up Little fridge hum sound like it's tryna confess I laugh at it Take a pull Tell it "join the mess" (yeah) [Chorus] I don’t know what day it is Just know I woke up in the rain again Basement light buzzin' like it’s tryna quit I’m already faded I ain’t even lived I don’t know what day it is Clock hands spinnin' like they too legit Got out of rehab Moved in with regrets Seattle in my lungs Vodka on my breath [Verse 2] Neighbors stomp overhead Like they marchin' on my past Every footstep say "this relapse won't last" Therapist voicemail Soft voice Askin' how I been I delete it Pour a double Let the silence win Got a bus pass crumpled in a thrift store coat Plan was: meetings Job hunt Tryin' to float Plan now: Netflix blue screen Same old show Curtains closed at noon Call it "evening glow" Little black notebook from the program days Empty pages waitin' for a miracle phrase All I got's this hangover Half a prayer And a city full of puddles that reflect my stare (yeah, yeah) [Chorus] I don’t know what day it is Just know I woke up in the rain again Basement light buzzin' like it’s tryna quit I’m already faded I ain’t even lived I don’t know what day it is Clock hands spinnin' like they too legit Got out of rehab Moved in with regrets Seattle in my lungs Vodka on my breath [Bridge] Is it Monday? Sunday? Every morning feel the same way Is it payday? Naah That’s a past life Just this half-life This last try (woah) [Chorus] I don’t know what day it is Just know I woke up in the rain again Basement light buzzin' like it’s tryna quit I’m already faded I ain’t even lived I don’t know what day it is Clock hands spinnin' but they never hit Got out of rehab Tryna catch my step Seattle in my lungs Hope under my breath
