[Verse 1 - soft female vocal, sung] That feeling, you're alone All your effort's gone No one understands you No one even tried to What's the point of livin' When you're gettin' beaten [Pre-Chorus - building, emotional] Is it right to be happy? Or is it right to feel crappy? [Chorus - melodic rap, sad and angry] Tired of pretending that I'm okay, Got so much to say, but no words to say, Every time I stand up, I fall again, What's the point of livin' when you're gettin' beaten? I gave all I had, now there's nothing left, Heart full of pain inside my chest, They say "be happy", but how the hell? How to be happy when you feel like hell? [Verse 2 - half sung, half rapped] Tryna find a reason, tryna find some light, But every mirror tells me I lost that fight, Voices in my head, they so loud at night, Telling me to quit, but I won't this time, No more being quiet, no more being small, Learned to live with pain, now I own it all [Bridge - whisper, piano only, very vulnerable] Maybe all the cracks are how the light gets in, Maybe I don't have to be okay to begin, Maybe gettin' beaten made me who I am, And who I am is finally enough [Final Chorus - powerful, full energy, angry and sad] Tired of pretending that I'm okay! Got so much to say, but no words to say! Every time I stand up, I fall again, But I get up again when I'm gettin' beaten! I gave all I had, now I found myself, Heart full of pain, but it's still mine as well, They say "be happy" - now I know how, I'm happy even when I feel like hell! [Outro - soft whisper, fading] That feeling... that you're alone... No more.
