Breathe

©Doll I don’t know how much longer... I can hold on... I have no will to live... no will to breathe... I can't even get out of bed... I just lay here... staring at a screen... Hoping for a reason... but there’s nothing left for me. The world feels distant... like I’m watching it through glass. I’ve lost myself in this never-ending haze, Every second drags, like I’m barely here, Just moving through the motions of a life that isn’t mine. I don’t know what I’m waiting for anymore, Everything feels heavy, and I can’t find my way out. I try to feel, to care, but I’m so numb, Drowning in silence, wishing someone could hear me. I keep searching for something... Anything to make me feel alive again. I’m breathing, but it’s empty, Like I’m stuck in a body that’s forgotten how to live. They talk about hope, about finding light, But I’m so deep in this that I can’t even see it. Every day is a battle just to exist, I wonder if today’s the day I just won’t get up at all. I’m stuck in this cycle... Where every effort drags me down. It’s like I’m vanishing, slipping through the cracks, And no one’s noticed I’m almost gone. I don’t know what I’m waiting for anymore, Everything feels heavy, and I can’t find my way out. I try to feel, to care, but I’m so numb, Drowning in silence, wishing someone could hear me. I keep searching for something... Anything to make me feel alive again. I’m breathing, but it’s empty, Like I’m stuck in a body that’s forgotten how to live. I move through the hours like a stranger, No one asks if I’m okay, they just keep passing by. I scream inside, but the words won’t come, And every breath feels like I’m sinking further in. I wish I could just slip away, Fade into the quiet, disappear from it all. I’m tired of pretending I’m fine when nothing makes sense, Tired of waking up to this emptiness that never leaves. It’s like I’m screaming underwater, But no one sees, no one cares to. I’m trapped in this skin, and it’s suffocating me, And I wonder if anyone would even notice if I was gone. I keep searching for something... Anything to make me feel alive again. I’m breathing, but it’s empty, Like I’m stuck in a body that’s forgotten how to live. I move through the hours like a stranger, No one asks if I’m okay, they just keep passing by. I scream inside, but the words won’t come, And every breath feels like I’m sinking further in. I’m here, but it doesn’t feel real... Just existing, waiting for something to change. The more I think, the more I feel lost, Like I don’t belong, like I never really did. I’m alive, but it feels like I shouldn’t be, Trapped in this space that’s not meant for me. Just breathing, but it’s empty... Living without feeling alive. I’m here, but I’m fading... Existing, while everything else moves on.