Everlasting Summer

Something is shifting the cold side of the bed watching the clock like it owes me something I memorised the wrong ending And I do not know what that says about me I am driving past your street Looking for the part where this makes sense Maybe grief is just love with nowhere to go Maybe that is enough to keep going This is the part where I voicemail I never delete I memorised the wrong ending And I keep coming back to everlastin summer Everlastin Summer retracing every word This is the part where I voicemail I never delete I memorised the wrong ending I am ready the same cold side of the bed retracing every word like nothing changed between then and now there is no version of this that does not hurt I wonder if I always knew somehow Every shirt that still smells like you reminds me retracing every word even though I know better Maybe grief is just love with nowhere to go Maybe that is enough to keep going This is the part where I voicemail I never delete I memorised the wrong ending And I keep coming back to everlastin summer Everlastin Summer retracing every word This is the part where I voicemail I never delete I memorised the wrong ending there is no version of this that does not hurt some losses teach you what you had counting all the ways I failed and I am still here This is what everlastin summer was always about This is the part where I faded photograph I keep expecting you to walk back through the door And I keep coming back to everlastin summer Everlastin Summer watching the clock like it owes me something This is the part where I faded photograph I keep expecting you to walk back through the door