Hey guys I don’t think I’m gonna write a song this time I think I’m just gonna write a letter Because honestly I’m the most alone I’ve ever felt tonight And I know I can’t be... Well... Alone forever So I hope you hear this And it moves something in you I hope you hear this And you know it’s meant for you I don’t really know what I’m trying to say except that... This can’t be all there is, right? It’s not like I make it easy I know I’m not the effortless type Anxiety makes it simple not to get close To just let folks go To walk slow On my own Like that’s safer than hope To drift out when things get heavy or uncomfortable I don’t know about you, but I’m a ghost - undefendable I don’t mean to be, it just happens, uncontrollable Like my edges blur the second things get vulnerable So I hope you hear this And it moves something in you I hope you hear this And you know it’s meant for you But I miss people Not PEOPLE - just the versions I could never meet The conversations I rehearsed but never got to speak The friendships that lived only in the quiet of my sleep It’s the PTSD - that hunger for a life I never got to keep And if you’re hearing this, maybe you know that ache The way connection feels too far, too sharp, too late But you still reach anyway, even when your hands shake Still hoping someone out there feels the same quake So this is me reaching Just saying: hey, if you’re out there in the dark somewhere you’re not broken you’re not strange you’re not the only one pacing through that same empty hallway So I hope you hear this And it moves something in you I hope you hear this And you know it’s meant for you I don’t need much Just the thought that someone hears this and feels a little less erased a little less lost in the space between wanting touch and being afraid of the place your voice might take So - hey guys I don’t think I wrote a song this time But maybe this letter found a little bit of rhyme And maybe that’s a chorus for all of us who feel alone sometimes Together So I hope you hear this And it moves something in you I hope you hear this And you know it’s meant for you So I hope you hear this And it moves something in you I hope you hear this And you know it’s meant for you
