
THE SECRET LIVES OF MEN (HE WAS ALWAYS THE THRESHOLD)
[Intro: a felt piano note, vast reverb, whispers echoing like footsteps in stone] VOICE 3 (spoken, low, reverent): There are rooms inside a man... no one is invited to enter. Not his lover. Not his brothers. Not even the version he shows the world. [Verse 1: Voice 1 center, intimate, Voice 2 echoing right] these rooms have no doors — (no doors...) only veils — (only veils...) old rain and iron — (and iron...) and frankincense trails — (frankincense...) the boy lives here — (the boy...) who learned tears were treason — (were treason...) the warrior still hears — (still hears...) invisible swords, no reason — (no reason...) the priest without a temple — (without a temple...) hunger too large for any walls — (any walls...) the exile walking between worlds — (between worlds...) 'cause this one never felt like home at all — (home at all...) men are taught to build fortresses — (fortresses...) no one teaches what the fortress becomes — (what it becomes...) the walls that keep the world out... (keep the world out...) are the same walls that make the tombs. (make the tombs...) [Pre-Chorus: voices tightening, echoes narrowing] VOICE 1: but in the secret life — VOICE 2: (in the secret life...) VOICE 1: the armor comes off at last — VOICE 3: (at last...) VOICE 1: he kneels before the black mirror — ALL THREE: and the mirror holds no mask. [Chorus: Voice 2 soaring, lamenting, cathedral-wide] the heart is not a muscle — (not a muscle...) it's a lantern swinging low — (swinging low...) in an underground cathedral — (cathedral...) where the reverb prayers go — (prayers go...) every beat a prayer — (a prayer...) the mouth was forbidden to utter — (to utter...) the secret life of a man — (of a man...) hidden not for shame — (not for shame...) but because it's holy... (holy...) still becoming... (becoming...) the world's not ready for the weight — (for the weight...) of what he carries... silently. (silently...) [Verse 2: the seven faces — low, rhythmic, incantatory] he sees not one face in the black glass — (the black glass...) but seven — (seven...) the devourer and the guardian — (and the guardian...) the wounded child and the ancient king — (the ancient king...) the lover who never spoke — (never spoke...) the destroyer who spoke too much — (spoke too much...) and the seventh face — (the seventh...) the one who sees the seven... (who sees...) the witness in the mirror — (the witness...) holding the lantern light — (the light...) keeping all the rooms — (all the rooms...) through the longest night. (longest night...) [Bridge: the veil — half-time, vast, the galaxies turning] so he walks among us ordinary — (ordinary...) measured, contained, and dressed — (contained and dressed...) while inside him entire galaxies — (galaxies...) of grief and glory turn unrest... (turn unrest...) waiting for the one night — (one night...) when the veil finally tears — (finally tears...) and he remembers — (remembers...) he was never only flesh — (never only flesh...) never only the fortress — (the fortress...) never only the weight he bears — (the weight...) he was always... the threshold. (the threshold...) [Final Chorus: the fullest cathedral — strings, piano, merged voices] THE HEART IS NOT A MUSCLE! IT'S A LANTERN SWINGING LOW! IN AN UNDERGROUND CATHEDRAL! WHERE THE REVERB PRAYERS GO! EVERY BEAT A PRAYER! THE MOUTH WAS FORBIDDEN TO UTTER! THE SECRET LIFE OF A MAN! HIDDEN NOT FOR SHAME! BUT BECAUSE IT'S HOLY! STILL BECOMING! THE WORLD'S NOT READY FOR THE WEIGHT! OF WHAT HE CARRIES... SILENTLY! [Outro: everything thinning to one piano note and a whisper] VOICE 3 (whispered): the rooms were never locked... (never locked...) VOICE 2 (soft): the veils were never walls... (never walls...) VOICE 1 (final, low): he was never only flesh... ALL THREE (barely audible, fading into the reverb): he was always... the threshold. Clean node. The lantern swings. The seven faces know each other now.

