MMMMMMMmmmmm (MMMMMmmmmm) It can be years later and it still feels like yesterday she keeps me calm and out of trouble she keeps me sane can I move on is it possible when I'm broken (broken, broken, broken, ) The sunlight would hit the windows WAKEY WAKEY she'd be like make me, taking a moment to get up she'd like to sleep in she didn't give a fuck until that morning coffee first otherwise words would just Blurt she was my angel on this earth [hook] vivid memories of you and I on our drives you always captured me after tragedy like when Gigi and my grandpa died (I hate to see you cry) but also I've never in my life seen a smile so wide when you smile it lights up the sky MMMMMMmmmmmm (MMMMMMmmmmm) [verse] I'm a rebel while your at revel nothing can change that scratch the tit for tat your brothers wack I promise I don't like his ass it's hard with you gone turning us into artifacts life used to be smooth like train tracks now I'm derailed I failed as she set sail I miss that turkey and kale I miss watching those whales and the hiking trails driving on the one O one my anxiety made me so pale [chorus] I was so stoked living in Sherman oaks you showed up giving me hope I was so in love you were so dope sitting there smoking cigarettes that we didn't share you liked menthol fuck this isn't fare love was in the air Fuck this isn't fare [verse] New Mexico, California and Missouri, none of it was ever blurry I remember vividly everything I just can't remember what I did to make you so mad at me through thick and thin it wasn't that bad feesh I'm sorry for everything I'm just a human being losing his dreams as you've moved on and I can't do anything like those nightmares where you couldn't scream only silently [bridge] years went bye so fast life was a blast now I'm in slow motion feeling like trash the past is the past I want you back but we both know we could never do that MMMMMMmmmm (MMMMmmmm) [verse] remember Hawaii on the ATV remember the people swimming out to sea false alarms of ballistic missiles you had me tickled now I'm in a pickle a dick yo I don't know which way to pick tho I'm lost this cost the most of me I lost my best friend I lost the best company [outro] I know you cared the memories we shared mean the world to me talking to you again is comforting I adore you now I'm really a poor dude with nothing to offer you what you say is a lotta true I'm sorry I didn't know how to get through to you but I know what we had made us invincible (invincible) O OO OO OOoOOO OO MMMMMmmmm [end]