Lyrics written by luf0 Copyright to lyrics © luf0 https://suno.com/@luf0 ------------------------------------------------------------------------ I never asked for this for everything u fuckin' did u saw me takin' pills, that's ma only way to fuckin' chill I never bothered u at any time with my own problems 'cause I understood ure way too busy with ya own stories Eyes are too saddy which expose me as a bad liar everythin' is fine, ma catchphrase if I'm on fire livin' for another day but I'm not a good fighter there's no sun in ma mind so I use lighters to get high like a fuckin' plane I tryna write ma misery away but I'm facing pain It's the only thing I am kinda good at, but I'm always too emotional life isn't an easy trip when u lack competence But I'm protectin' ma heart behind a wall of fuckin' paper so I ain't gettin' harmed but I feel it so much Don't consider me a good man it's because I push every person that I love back You tryna drag me to church ure afraid for ma soul it makes u crazy, I know, if I ain't comin' home But I ain't believin' in God, not even fuckin' close ma understanding of justice is not written in any book
