I never planned on things to go the way they've gone Now and then I'm forced to wonder what life would've been If id made different choices and walked some other path If I'd left all my addictions somewhere in the past Could I have been some kinda doctor Would I have saved hundreds of lives Maybe I'd have been in a rock and roll band Maybe I'd have a way to choose a life that's better than what I have I cant remember all this things that got me here Was it too much Marijuana, too much dope or too much beer Is it all on me and am I the one to blame For being stuck in a life where every day is the same I like to tell myself that all my talents I didn't waste I want to believe that didn't choose this fate That someone else should shoulder the blame Either way my life fuckin sucks It's all I can do to make it through today
