introvert

I'm antisocial it always gives me closure, Ohh and closer to a breakdown — go. [Verse 1] Wake up, wash my face, Same old ache I can’t erase. Today’s the day I participate — God, I really hate this. Mirror says get it together, But my head don’t change with the weather. Smile stuck like decoration, Welcome to my isolation. [Pre-Chorus] Phone lights up — I let it die. Every invite gets “maybe, I…” Hand on the door but I don’t move. I’ve been social distancing long before it was cool. [Chorus] I’m antisocial — hey! Say it loud — ho! Don’t bring the people close to me. Brick by brick I built this wall, Call it freedom — not at all. I’m antisocial — stay! Here we go — away! Anxiety controlling me. If hiding out won’t set me free, This is my introverted anthem. [Verse 2] Calendar full but my chest feels tight, Small talk static every Friday night. Laugh on cue but it don’t feel right, Ghost the room, I’m out of sight. “I’m fine,” yeah I say it twice, Overthink every word precise. Replay moments every night, Why’s connection feel like a fight? [Pre-Chorus] Im antisocial it always gives me closure; Oh and it brings me closer.. to a mental break When the silence gets too clear. [Chorus] I’m antisocial — hey! Say it loud — ho! Don’t bring the people close to me. I’ve been social distancing Long before it was trendy. I’m antisocial — stay! Don’t you know — away! Anxiety’s got a hold on me. If hiding out won’t set me free, This is my introverted anthem. [Bridge] Pacin’ alone in my bedroom, Two-tone heart go boom-boom. Maybe I don’t gotta stay this way, Maybe I step outside someday. [Final Chorus] I’m not a loser — hey! Just overwhelmed — ho! Doesn’t mean I don’t wanna be seen. I’ve been social distancing Long before it was cool, But I’m done living in between. If hiding out won’t set me free, Turn it up — this anthem’s me. [Outro] Whoa-oh-oh — inside but loud. Whoa-oh-oh — lost then found. Turn it up and shout: This is my introverted anthem