Your name is “S”

Dub Trap Rap, Rich, technically skilled male vocal with controlled emotion and intellectual delivery, slightly deeper tone, impeccable intonation and phrasing precision, warm resonance in lower register, delicate control in higher passages, Sabi (chorus) as most catchy and memorable hook with arch-shaped contour and emotional peak, Verse melodies feature stepwise, introspective phrasing suggesting philosophical contemplation, Chorus as most catchy and memorable hook with arch-shaped contour and emotional peak, Production remains polished with professional mix quality, Overall tone: thoughtful, refined, melancholic yet hopeful, Trap techno foundation 140-160 BPM trap beat, dub techno reverb depth, echo-laden soundscapes, delayed bass synthesis, vinyl crackle, dub dropout sections, introspective rap flow, complex rhyme schemes, sidechain compression pulse, warm reverb with rap clarity, minimal synth stabs, dark ambient undertones, experimental fusion, space and rhythm balance

[Intro]
Your name is “S”
(貴女の名前は「S」 )

Water-blue long hair, the gleam of nervous eyes
(水色のロングヘア、神経質な瞳の輝き)

Band look and skinny jeans
(バンドルックとスキニージーンズ)

In a black bag—iPad, essential medicines, and a faceless plush toy
(黒いバッグの中身は、iPad、常備薬、そして顔のないぬいぐるみ)

[Verse 1]
At a shisha flavor tasting event, that striking blue hair pierced into my field of vision
(シーシャ屋の試煙会、目が覚めるような青い髪が視界に飛び込んできた)

That fragile, ephemeral appearance, 
(フラジャイルで儚げなその風貌、)

An aura like a sexual minority
(セクシュアルマイノリティみたいな空気感)

I was cautious at first
(最初は警戒したんだ)

But once we talked, the resonance of our words aligned
(でも話してみたら、言葉の響きが合致する)

Our hearts' positions overlapped
(心の位置が重なる)

Before I knew it, our calls became my everyday
(いつしか通話が日常に変わってた)

Conversations with you became something that connected us deep into the night through my smartphone
(貴女との会話は、スマートフォン越しで深夜につながるものになった )

[Pre-Chorus]
Late May, you were crying on the other end of the phone
(五月末、電話の向こう側で貴女が泣いていた)

“Water cut off, twenty yen in my pocket,
(「水道を止められて、所持金は二十円しか持ってないの、)

wandering the night streets searching for drinking water
(飲料水を探して夜の街をさまよってる)

Tomorrow's moving day, and packing isn't even done,” 
(明日は引っ越しなのに、荷造りも終わってなくて…」)

Your heart was already breaking
(貴女の心はもう折れていた)

Hearing that story, I made a decision—I'd catch the first train to see you
(その話を聞いて、僕は決めたんだ、始発で貴女に会いに行くと)

[Chorus]
At an early morning beef bowl restaurant, you eating your first meal in two days with such delight
(早朝の牛丼屋、二日ぶりの食事をおいしそうに食べる貴女の横顔)

In that moment, “I fell in love,” descending into emotions from which there's no return
(その瞬間、「僕は恋に落ちた」んだ、もう戻れない感情の底へ)
  
Just seeing you eating rice with that happy expression…
(貴女が幸せそうにご飯を食べている、その顔だけで…)

I felt like I could forget all of this world's hardships and suffering
(この世の艱難辛苦のすべてを忘れられる、そう感じたんだ)

[Verse 2]
From then on, time with you became the center of my life
(そこから貴女との時間が僕の生活の中心になった)

You started smoking shisha at my place
(貴女は僕の家でシーシャを吸うようになった)

With only the desire to make you happy, I bought every flavor I could find
(貴女に喜んでもらいたい一心でフレーバーを買いそろえた)

I lent you a “SHISHABUCKS” so you could do shisha at home
(家シーシャができるように「シーシャバックス」を貸したんだ)

Once a week you'd stay over, sleeping in my bed at night
(一週間に一回は貴女が泊まるようになって、夜はベッドで寝て)

While I laid a futon on the floor
(僕は床に布団を敷いた)

Waking up in the morning, eating breakfast together with you beside me—those moments felt so precious
(朝起きて、二人で朝食を食べながら貴女が隣にいる時間がとてもしあわせだった)

But desire crept in,
(でも欲が出てきたんだ、)

I wanted to see your naked form, to touch your heart
(貴女の裸が見たかった、心に触れたかった)

[Pre-Chorus]
Waking in the morning, eating breakfast together, watching you eat with that happy expression
(朝起きて、二人で朝食を食べながら、貴女が幸せそうにご飯を食べてる顔を見ると)

I could forget all of this world's hardships and suffering, but greed overtook me
(この世の艱難辛苦のすべてを忘れられた、でも欲を出してしまった)

I desired to be intimate with you, and that desire destroyed everything
(貴女と交わり合うことを欲した、その欲望がすべてを壊してしまった)

[Chorus]
On the early morning balcony, watching the sunrise
(早朝のベランダで陽が昇るのを眺めながら)

I still remember the taste of that Marlboro 5mg we smoked together
(貴女と一緒に吸ったマルボロ5mgの味を今でも覚えている)

Those days when you were beside me, that happiness
(貴女が隣にいた日々、幸福感)

Only those moments could make me forget all of this world's hardships and suffering
(その時間だけが、この世の艱難辛苦のすべてを忘れさせてくれた)

[Bridge]
A turning point came in September, when you said
(転機が訪れたのは九月、貴女は言った)

You wanted distance
(距離を置きたいと)

You'd been sexually abused by your mother
(貴女は母親から性的虐待を受けていて)

And flashbacks were happening
(フラッシュバックが起きるんだと)

After thinking it through, I chose to put distance between us
(いろいろ考えて、僕は距離を置くことを選んだ)

Thinking it was the right thing to do, I demanded the SHISHABUCKS back
(けじめだと思って、シーシャバックスを返してほしいと迫った)

[Verse 3]
The first time I saw you in a while, your face looked so worn down
(久しぶりに見た貴女の顔はとてもやつれていた)

You'd lost ten kilograms, and my heart was crushed
(体重も10kg落ちていて、心が締めつけられた)

If only I'd known, I never would've asked for it back
(こんなことなら返してもらわなくてもいい)

I didn't want to see you suffering like that—I didn't need the SHISHABUCKS
(貴女の苦しむ顔なんて見たくなかった — シーシャバックスなんていらない)

The new year came, January, and I'm smoking shisha alone
(年が明けて一月、僕は一人でシーシャを吸ってる)

Those days when you were beside me—I think of them less and less now
(貴女が隣にいた日々も、思い出す頻度は減ってきた)

But sometimes I remember, watching the sunrise on the early morning balcony
(でも時おり思い出すんだ、早朝のベランダで陽が昇るのを眺めながら)

That taste of Marlboro 5mg we smoked together, the flavor of the first cigarette I ever smoked
(貴女と一緒に吸ったマルボロ5mgの味を、初めて吸った紙巻きタバコの味を)

[Outro]
Your name is “S”
(貴女の名前は「S」 )
Water-blue long hair, and those nervous eyes
(水色のロングヘア、そして神経質な瞳)

We'll never meet again—perhaps that's how love ends
(もう二度と会うことはないだろう ― もしかしたら恋はこうして終わるのかもしれない)

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[Intro] Your name is “S” (貴女の名前は「S」 ) Water-blue long hair, the gleam of nervous eyes (水色のロングヘア、神経質な瞳の輝き) Band look and skinny jeans (バンドルックとスキニージーンズ) In a black bag—iPad, essential medicines, and a faceless plush toy (黒いバッグの中身は、iPad、常備薬、そして顔のないぬいぐるみ) [Verse 1] At a shisha flavor tasting event, that striking blue hair pierced into my field of vision (シーシャ屋の試煙会、目が覚めるような青い髪が視界に飛び込んできた) That fragile, ephemeral appearance, (フラジャイルで儚げなその風貌、) An aura like a sexual minority (セクシュアルマイノリティみたいな空気感) I was cautious at first (最初は警戒したんだ) But once we talked, the resonance of our words aligned (でも話してみたら、言葉の響きが合致する) Our hearts' positions overlapped (心の位置が重なる) Before I knew it, our calls became my everyday (いつしか通話が日常に変わってた) Conversations with you became something that connected us deep into the night through my smartphone (貴女との会話は、スマートフォン越しで深夜につながるものになった ) [Pre-Chorus] Late May, you were crying on the other end of the phone (五月末、電話の向こう側で貴女が泣いていた) “Water cut off, twenty yen in my pocket, (「水道を止められて、所持金は二十円しか持ってないの、) wandering the night streets searching for drinking water (飲料水を探して夜の街をさまよってる) Tomorrow's moving day, and packing isn't even done,” (明日は引っ越しなのに、荷造りも終わってなくて…」) Your heart was already breaking (貴女の心はもう折れていた) Hearing that story, I made a decision—I'd catch the first train to see you (その話を聞いて、僕は決めたんだ、始発で貴女に会いに行くと) [Chorus] At an early morning beef bowl restaurant, you eating your first meal in two days with such delight (早朝の牛丼屋、二日ぶりの食事をおいしそうに食べる貴女の横顔) In that moment, “I fell in love,” descending into emotions from which there's no return (その瞬間、「僕は恋に落ちた」んだ、もう戻れない感情の底へ) Just seeing you eating rice with that happy expression… (貴女が幸せそうにご飯を食べている、その顔だけで…) I felt like I could forget all of this world's hardships and suffering (この世の艱難辛苦のすべてを忘れられる、そう感じたんだ) [Verse 2] From then on, time with you became the center of my life (そこから貴女との時間が僕の生活の中心になった) You started smoking shisha at my place (貴女は僕の家でシーシャを吸うようになった) With only the desire to make you happy, I bought every flavor I could find (貴女に喜んでもらいたい一心でフレーバーを買いそろえた) I lent you a “SHISHABUCKS” so you could do shisha at home (家シーシャができるように「シーシャバックス」を貸したんだ) Once a week you'd stay over, sleeping in my bed at night (一週間に一回は貴女が泊まるようになって、夜はベッドで寝て) While I laid a futon on the floor (僕は床に布団を敷いた) Waking up in the morning, eating breakfast together with you beside me—those moments felt so precious (朝起きて、二人で朝食を食べながら貴女が隣にいる時間がとてもしあわせだった) But desire crept in, (でも欲が出てきたんだ、) I wanted to see your naked form, to touch your heart (貴女の裸が見たかった、心に触れたかった) [Pre-Chorus] Waking in the morning, eating breakfast together, watching you eat with that happy expression (朝起きて、二人で朝食を食べながら、貴女が幸せそうにご飯を食べてる顔を見ると) I could forget all of this world's hardships and suffering, but greed overtook me (この世の艱難辛苦のすべてを忘れられた、でも欲を出してしまった) I desired to be intimate with you, and that desire destroyed everything (貴女と交わり合うことを欲した、その欲望がすべてを壊してしまった) [Chorus] On the early morning balcony, watching the sunrise (早朝のベランダで陽が昇るのを眺めながら) I still remember the taste of that Marlboro 5mg we smoked together (貴女と一緒に吸ったマルボロ5mgの味を今でも覚えている) Those days when you were beside me, that happiness (貴女が隣にいた日々、幸福感) Only those moments could make me forget all of this world's hardships and suffering (その時間だけが、この世の艱難辛苦のすべてを忘れさせてくれた) [Bridge] A turning point came in September, when you said (転機が訪れたのは九月、貴女は言った) You wanted distance (距離を置きたいと) You'd been sexually abused by your mother (貴女は母親から性的虐待を受けていて) And flashbacks were happening (フラッシュバックが起きるんだと) After thinking it through, I chose to put distance between us (いろいろ考えて、僕は距離を置くことを選んだ) Thinking it was the right thing to do, I demanded the SHISHABUCKS back (けじめだと思って、シーシャバックスを返してほしいと迫った) [Verse 3] The first time I saw you in a while, your face looked so worn down (久しぶりに見た貴女の顔はとてもやつれていた) You'd lost ten kilograms, and my heart was crushed (体重も10kg落ちていて、心が締めつけられた) If only I'd known, I never would've asked for it back (こんなことなら返してもらわなくてもいい) I didn't want to see you suffering like that—I didn't need the SHISHABUCKS (貴女の苦しむ顔なんて見たくなかった — シーシャバックスなんていらない) The new year came, January, and I'm smoking shisha alone (年が明けて一月、僕は一人でシーシャを吸ってる) Those days when you were beside me—I think of them less and less now (貴女が隣にいた日々も、思い出す頻度は減ってきた) But sometimes I remember, watching the sunrise on the early morning balcony (でも時おり思い出すんだ、早朝のベランダで陽が昇るのを眺めながら) That taste of Marlboro 5mg we smoked together, the flavor of the first cigarette I ever smoked (貴女と一緒に吸ったマルボロ5mgの味を、初めて吸った紙巻きタバコの味を) [Outro] Your name is “S” (貴女の名前は「S」 ) Water-blue long hair, and those nervous eyes (水色のロングヘア、そして神経質な瞳) We'll never meet again—perhaps that's how love ends (もう二度と会うことはないだろう ― もしかしたら恋はこうして終わるのかもしれない)

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