(Ve [Verse 1] For a while, the dysfunction felt romantic Three years in, and I can barely stand it I fell for your mystery, your beautiful abandon Now I just wish you’d tell me what you’re feeling I’m learning not to silence the part of me that realize Some things can be wanted and still need to let go I thought holding on was love, but maybe I confused Being afraid of losing you with having something to lose [Pre-Chorus] And my nervous system still remembers Every high, every low, every almost But I’m learning that familiar Doesn’t always mean I’m home [Chorus] Everything is slowly coming undone Not like a tragedy, just becoming what it was Eyes wide open, I can finally see What we were, and what we could never be Only you still get in the way Of the life I’m trying to make And even though I know where this is ending I’m still praying for a soft landing [Verse 2] I’m not looking for some perfect new beginning I just need to make a little room for living It feels unfamiliar, wanting something different I spent so long mistaking longing for commitment Maybe love can leave without becoming bitter Maybe letting go doesn’t make the past less tender And maybe I can miss you without going back Hold the memory gently, without asking for it back [Pre-Chorus] There’s a part of me still reaching For the comfort that we knew But healing isn’t always choosing What once made sense to you [Chorus] Everything is slowly coming undone Not like a tragedy, just becoming what it was Eyes wide open, I can finally see What we were, and what we could never be Only you still get in the way Of the life I’m trying to make And even though I know where this is ending I’m still praying for a soft landing [Bridge] I don’t need to blame you I don’t need to blame me Some patterns feel like shelter Until you learn they’re keeping you from breathing And if my heart still reaches That doesn’t mean I have to stay Sometimes the kindest form of closure Is simply walking away [Chorus] Everything is slowly coming undone Not like a tragedy, just becoming what it was Eyes wide open, I can finally see What we were, and what we could never be Only you still get in the way Of the life I’m trying to make And even though I know where this is ending I’m still praying for a soft landing [Outro] Even though I know how it's a saddest ending I'm still praying for a soft landing
