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This is a long time coming “She’s gunna be running bro” She can’t run, your funny Yano Started back when I was 16, misguided, misleaded, Put you first or whatever Else pleases. Full of dreams, list of cheeses, Aspirations Increases Decreases You left me Now I pick up the pieces Life’s shit like you Life’s shit like faeces Ice queen Looking for my mirror completed, I couldn’t be me, I had to be you. The holding back me, the holding back truth. You always lied to me, with a backed up excuse. You hurt me physically, mentally abuse. I’m over extended like angles, obtuse on an edge. Cliffhanger it dangles. Knife edge, life’s edge, I’m mentally mangled. Catch my breath Oh wait I’m strangled Try to think Oh wait I’m scrambled Let me explain to you Give examples in examples. I was the Matt, you were the path, big boned, trampled. Ran off with a crack head Methadone sampled I’m saying, it’s the past It’s now, it’s handled. You stole my trainers You stole my Sandles For crackhead “He had the same name as you” Chose I guy with the same name as me, catch me off guard, false identity. I’m struggling with you, now I’m struggling with me, self loathing by name, self blaming for me. “Am I that worthless?” Is he better than me His live’s addiction What is it you see. Home is where the heart is Yet yours is out to sea, shoulda been mine, what about me! Nah fuck that, Slag I ain’t innocent But it’s over now, I’m glad. I’m a new person Michael Jackson “Man in the mirror, I’m bad” I figure it’s over, you tell me it’s not. I wiggle on over, you tell me to stop He dribbled, addiction, borrowed time, clock, Alexa set the alarm, he’s on the rob. If I look back, it’s plain to see. I weren’t innocent, but I didn’t deserve to be. Abused, treated the way you did to me. It’s my fault, I’m to blame, It’s me, it’s all in the name It’s you, expecting change Life without Life’s never been the same But I’ve switched it up I’ve changed the game, I’ve changed my name, I’m fighting, let’s go again, Mario kart, banana skin, your to slow again, it’s my show again. I’m first, I’m last, I’m holding pen, have faith in me, I have faith in them. Heavens above My lord ascend