Denied and Numb

Denied and numb… Denied and numb… Numb… Denied… I watched you turn and walk away, Clutching pieces of what remained I didn't understand the fall, Thought we'd built it strong through all Thought we had something true, But the mirror cracked—I was the fool Always wrong Denied and numb Denied and numb— Collapsed inside my own headspace What did I do wrong? Denied and numb— Screaming out into an empty space Why did this fall on me? I'm numb and denied Was this ever love? You swore we'd find a way back, Find someone to mend the cracks A year I bled to keep you close, But your mind was made—I was your ghost How do you fight for something When the other side already let go? Why did you release your hold? Denied and numb Denied and numb— Collapsed inside my own headspace What did I do wrong? Denied and numb— Screaming out into an empty space Why did this fall on me? I'm numb and denied Was this ever love? You left a gorge inside my chest, Where my heart bled without rest A debt I cannot ever pay, You took the light and walked away You don't see what you've done— You made me the villain under the sun While you played the saint Denied and numb Denied and numb— Collapsed inside my own headspace What did I do wrong? Denied and numb— Screaming out into an empty space Why did this fall on me? I'm numb and denied Was this ever love? I laugh and look up at the open sky… Never thought I'd say goodbye to the weight I never knew I needed the fall I am finally standing tall I am finally free I don't hate you anymore… But now? You're denied and numb Accepted and free Accepted and free Free… Accepted…