[Verse 1] I’ve always said I’m not a victim I’m a product of divine intervention I said it before I knew what it was saying call it manifestation law of attraction or simply clairvoyant There’s always been some sort of sense to me a sixth sense if you will you were the most help me shape it you helped me ignore it but I love myself to not be convinced I love it took a million hits To lead me to this I KNOW - nothing happens by mistake - as my friend lisa has told me recently. In order to not be a victim I had not to have any experience and that does not mean mean the same thing I’m a reroute, again.. I’m not a victim God pulled me out I’m not a victim I was made for this (you know I was made for this) Being a productive divine environment means that without those experiences you wouldn’t have fulfilled the purpose that God intended you to but in the spot that God needed you to be It also means god uses u through a series of character development to carefully shape your character into a humble, righteous, and kind person. Someone that has seen darkness, they are the ones that know God. God came to me through every blanket someone offered when i didn’t have one, every meal i was fed, every ear that listened while i sounded selfish as hell being a shit friend, only concerned about brooke and her DRAMA. Ive never offered any of the friends that offered me the same kindred fucking thought. Its not that i don’t have the desire… i have never ever been able to stop. Rest. Enjoy a moment long enough to say - hey how the helly are ya. Like I said all the dominoes they follow to each other within the losses you and I I like to think That God rerouted me several times as a matter of fact if he’s trying to steer me a certain direction I am almost sure I have gone the wrong way and he is frustrated still he keeps me moving still he keeps me brave every wrong turn was a mercy in disguise every closed door made room for my life I still stand here (stand here)
