[INTRO] Yeah Uh 808s hittin’ like a heartbeat [VERSE 1 ] Too many nights I been up off the pain Too many girls say love then they change I tried trust once, shit burnt my brain Now I sip dark just to feel okay Heart too cold, yeah, frostbite Late-night thoughts get lost in my head I don’t feel peace, I feel pressure Every breath feel closer to dead I don’t wanna die, I just wanna feel Something real that the drugs can’t steal I been movin’ fast, wheels still spin Crash out thoughts when the night come in [PRE-CHORUS] I know I’m wrong but I can’t stop Love fucked me up, now I’m fucked up If I slow down, I might feel it So I stay numb, pour another cup [CHORUS] I don’t feel shit when I’m sober So I get high, pull me closer Heart broke, weight on my shoulders Love kill slow, I’m a goner Pink lights, blacked-out nights Bass too loud, lost my sight If I die tonight, it’s alright I been gone way before tonight [VERSE 2] I loved hard, that was my sin Gave my heart, they played with it Every promise got hollow quick Every “forever” counterfeit I don’t trust smiles, I trust drugs They don’t lie, they don’t judge I don’t cry, I just sip Tryna drown thoughts, they swim up Memories hit when I’m alone Phone light glow, but nobody home I been fightin’ demons by myself That’s why I don’t answer phones [PRE-CHORUS ] I don’t need love, I need relief Something strong enough to silence me [CHORUS ] I don’t feel shit when I’m sober So I get high, pull me closer Heart broke, weight on my shoulders Love kill slow, I’m a goner Pink lights, blacked-out nights Bass too loud, lost my sight If I die tonight, it’s alright I been gone way before tonight [BRIDGE] Too far gone, can’t come back Heart too cracked, no combat If love real, where the fuck it at? I gave everything, still lost that [FINAL CHORUS] I don’t feel shit when I’m sober So I get high, pull me closer Heart broke, weight on my shoulders Love kill slow, I’m a goner Pink lights, blacked-out nights Bass too loud, lost my sight If I die tonight, it’s alright I been gone way before tonight [OUTRO – FADE, FILTERED] Yeah… Way before tonigh
