# **MY NAME IS E** **[Intro]** My name is E, I don’t know what to do. My head’s fucked, there’s so much I’m thinking through. Everybody keeps talking, but none of it lands, I’m trying to hold my life with some shaking-ass hands. **[Verse 1]** My name is E, I don’t know what to do, my head’s fucked, there’s so much I’m thinking through. Past in the mirror, future fogging the glass, trying to move forward while I’m chained to the past. Every thought got another thought underneath, every answer I find grows another set of teeth. Can’t tell if I’m tired or just tired of me, looking for some quiet but my mind got no sleep. I walk around normal, nobody can tell, whole damn hurricane behind a straight face shell. People ask, “You good?” and I give ’em that nod, like four little letters could explain what I got. I got anger mixed with guilt, pride mixed with fear, people I still love that ain’t standing right here. Things I should’ve done, things I wish I could change, and a version of myself that I barely can name. **[Hook]** My name is E, and my mind won’t stop, thoughts keep spinning till the whole thing locks. I don’t need a lecture, I don’t need no disguise, I just need one minute where it’s quiet inside. My name is E, I’m still trying to see what’s really underneath everything bothering me. Maybe I ain’t gotta solve my whole life tonight, maybe getting through the dark is enough till the light. **[Verse 2]** I been thinking about time, where the hell did it go? How you blink and the people that you love become ghosts. How some days move fast, some years stand still, how you swear you’re over something till you feel what you feel. I got memories stacked like boxes in halls, some marked “don’t touch,” some breaking through walls. I keep telling myself I got everything handled, then one small spark got the whole room dismantled. What am I chasing? What am I scared to lose? How much of this life did I actually choose? How much was reaction, survival, defense? How much shit I carried that stopped making sense? Maybe I stay moving ’cause stopping gets loud, maybe I learned how to disappear inside crowds. Maybe the hardest thing ain’t fighting outside— it’s sitting with yourself with nowhere to hide. **[Bridge]** No beat for a second. Just breathe in the room. Not fixing forever. Just making it through. One thought at a time. One hour, one night. I don’t need every answer to make it to daylight. **[Verse 3]** My name is E, and I’m still fucking here, even after the losses, mistakes and the years. Still got questions that keep me awake, still got parts of myself I’m learning to face. I can’t change what happened, but I can change direction, stop turning every wound into another weapon. Stop running from pain like it knows where I live— maybe strength ain’t taking, maybe strength is to give. Give myself room to admit when I’m lost, quit pretending that pride never came with a cost. I don’t gotta be fearless, just honest today, maybe that’s enough to start clearing a way. So if tomorrow comes and I still feel confused, I’ll get up anyway, put my feet in my shoes. Not because everything suddenly turned out right— because sometimes surviving is winning the night. **[Final Hook]** My name is E, and my mind won’t stop, but I’m learning every thought ain’t something I gotta follow. I don’t need a lecture, I don’t need no disguise, I’m just trying to find some peace behind my eyes. My name is E, I’m still trying to see who I am underneath everything happening to me. I don’t gotta solve my whole life tonight— I just gotta stay here long enough to see the light. **[Outro]** My name is E. Still thinking. Still breathing. Still here.
