☠️ALL I CAN DO IS LOOK AT YOU☠️ I was there... When you missed the first bus. I was there... When you stopped looking, And became lost. (Still here...) I watched you at the bus stop, The wind ripped at your hair. 3 hours you waited there, Before giving up, whilst I stared. You checked your phone a hundred times, Then paced beside the curb. You spoke to no one passing by, Like the silence beside had answers. I watched you walk miles alone, Trying your best to make it home, Two hours pushing through the cold, Slate faced-eyes glazed-dying slow... (And I'm still following...) I'm watching you sit, Watching you sink, I'm watching you think, of all the things, Inside you that creep. Watching... Staring... Still here... Answer me... All I can do, Is look at you. Watching every move, Where the toxin first grew. All I can really do, Is silently watching you, A stranger I once knew, Twisted into a bitter root. (All I can do... Keep watching you... That's all ai can do, Keep looking at you...) You're keeping our secrets in your attic, In boxes lacquered with dust. Must be life is feeling fantastic, Leaving memories to rust. I'm watching you self manipulate, Watching cons, lies, deceits. Masking hate, projecting grace, It's true, the old you has been dissolving. (And I'm still watching...) Staring... Glaring... Still here... Look at me... All I can do, Is look at you. Watching every move, Where the toxin first grew. All I can really do, Is silently watching you, A stranger I once knew, Twisted into a bitter root. (All I can do... Keep watching you... That's all ai can do, Keep looking at you...) Why did you do this? What have you become? The old you doesn't exist, I'm watching the wreckage. Watching you, scream at me... Screaming over, my cold body... Watching you, to to police... Seeing you, pleading with EMT's... I stayed, when you laid my body to rest, I stayedl, watching you grow depressed, I kept looking when you twisted your core, Now I'm watching a stranger, I just don't know anymore. All I can do, Is look at you. Watching every move, Where the toxin first grew. All I can really do, Is silently watching you, A stranger I once knew, Twisted into a bitter root. All I can do, Is look at you. Watching every scar, And every truth. All I can really do, Is silently watching you, The person that I loved, Buried beside me too. (All I can do... Keep watching you... That's all I can do... Keep looking at you...) You packed away my photographs, You boxed up all my things. You tried your best to carry on, Ignoring broken wings. I watched the years collect on you, Like dust upon the frame. You learned to live without my voice, But never stayed the same. (Still here...) (Still here...) You don't see me anymore, You don't even hear my name. (Still here...) (Still here...) All I can do, is look at you... Until the day, I stop looking back at your ruin.
