[Intro — 8 bars, soft vinyl crackle + haze] [Whispered] i’m fine, i’m fine yeah, i’m fine [Verse 1] I got background energy In and out, no memory If I vanish, they won’t react Skip my part, don’t play it back I rehearse what I’m gonna say Then I laugh and throw it away Beat you to it, call it first Yeah I know, I’m kinda the worst [Pre-Chorus] Every joke’s at my expense Self-aware but still intense Say it first, don’t make a scene Take the hit from everything [Chorus] I’m not special, I’m just noise Breaking all my favorite toys Say too much then take it back Yeah I’m self-aware like that One side crying “look at me” Other side says “let it be” God, you’re such a fucking drag Yeah I know, don’t gotta ask [Verse 2] Little tantrum in my chest Kicking walls, won’t let me rest Making scenes inside my head Over shit I never said Then there’s you, yeah you again Arms crossed like my evil twin Rolling eyes, already bored Tired of what you’ve heard before [Pre-Chorus] And you’re not even wrong That’s what hurts me all along You’re the voice that cuts it clean Sharp enough to make it sting [Chorus] I’m not special, I’m just noise Breaking all my favorite toys Make a mess then disappear Yeah I kinda hate it here One side begging “please don’t go” Other side says “they don’t know” God, you’re such a fucking cliché Yeah I know, alright, okay [Bridge] Okay, what if I just feel it? Even if I can’t conceal it What if I don’t fix it fast? What if this one moment lasts? Hm, that’s new, I don’t like that Yeah, relax, it’s just a crack Not a breakdown, just a pause Not a failure, just a cause [Final Chorus] I’m not special, I’m still here Didn’t vanish, kinda weird All this noise inside my head And I’m living in it instead One side loud, one side tired Neither one I really fired Guess we’re stuck, guess we’re us Kinda hate it, but gotta trust
