Think!! It’s 3 a.m., running through my mind, I replay every line. got me fucked up old photos flicker in the dark, a broken film behind my eyes. repeat, repeat. no matter what I want, what I’d change, the days come back the same. every whisper, every sigh, the twitch, the shake behind the eye. I can’t get away. another night, four 200 milligrams in my veins, greening out, dapped to the brain. can’t remember sober thoughts, something’s wrong with me. it’s 3 a.m. and I’m awake, awake inside my mind again. drift away, day after day, no need to run, no need to escape. I’ll find my way, with your hand in mine my mind can rest, just a moment in the embrace. drunk again, afraid to think, every thought a courtroom, every word a sin. sober feels like fiction I could never write something’s wrong with me. it’s 3 a.m. and I’m awake, awake inside my mind again. drift away, day after day, no need to run, no need to escape. I’ll find my way, with your hand in mine my mind can rest, just a moment in the embrace. day to day, the things I say, what feeds this rage, will it fade? the hurt just stays, it lingers, I can’t get away away. still I stand and move through pain. it’s 3 a.m. and I’m awake, awake inside my mind again. drift away, day after day, no need to run, no need to escape. I’ll find my way, with your hand in mine my mind can rest, just a moment in the embrace. It’s 3 a.m., running through my mind, I replay every line. got me fucked up old photos reel and burn, repeat, repeat. no matter what I want, what I’d change, the night remembers me. every whisper, every sigh, the tremor living in my eye. still awake.
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