[Intro – Radio Static, Distorted Whisper, Heartbeat] Yeah... I used to feel everything. Every cut. Every scar. Every fucking thing. Now? I don't feel nothing. [Static Burst – 808 Bass Rising] NOTHING! [Verse 1 – Aggressive Trap Rap, Fast Flow] I'm running on empty, the tank is a cemetery, Burying memories, enemies living inside of me, Mentally testing me, chemically messing me, Everybody's got a cure but nobody's got a remedy! I'm sick of the sympathy, sick of the therapy, Sick of pretending this pressure ain't getting me, Look at my face, you can tell that I'm dead in it, Smile for the camera, I'm fucking regretting it! Tick-tock, clock don't stop, Got a whole lotta pain that I keep on lock, Got a head full of noise and a heart full of rot, And a million little reasons I forgot what I've got! Yeah! I don't cry, I don't break, I don't sleep, I just lay awake, Got a chest full of thunder and an earthquake, But I can't feel a thing when the whole world shakes! [Pre-Chorus – Haunting Melodic Vocal, Rising Synths] Can you hear me? I'm screaming underneath my skin. Can you see me? Or am I disappearing again? I keep reaching... But there's nothing left to touch. I keep breathing... BUT I DON'T FEEL ENOUGH! [Chorus – Explosive Shouted Melody, Heavy Bass] I'M NUMB! NUMB! NUMB! CAN'T FEEL THE BEAT OF MY HEART! I'M DONE! DONE! DONE! WATCHING MY WORLD FALL APART! I'M LOST! SO LOST! SOMEWHERE BETWEEN WHO I WAS! AND WHO I'VE BECOME! I'M NUMB! I'M NUMB! I'M FUCKING NUMB! [Hardstyle Drop – 155 BPM, Distorted Reverse Bass, Screeching Synths] NUMB! NUMB! HEY! HEY! NUMB! NUMB! I CAN'T FEEL NOTHING! [Massive Kick Roll – Bass Distortion] NUMB! NUMB! HEY! HEY! NUMB! NUMB! I CAN'T FEEL NOTHING! [Instrumental – Aggressive Hardstyle Kicks and Trap Hi-Hat Rolls] [Verse 2 – Double-Time Aggressive Trap Rap] Back with a vengeance, I'm past my limits, Got a head full of demons and a house full of silence, I'm violently quiet, internally rioting, Smiling in public while privately dying! Wait! Stop! Let me catch that breath! Got a nine-to-five life and a mind full of stress, Everybody wants more till there's nothing left, And I'm paying for peace with a mountain of debt! I got a hundred missed calls, Hundred brick walls, Hundred little cracks but I never let it fall, Everybody sees the height, never sees the freefall, Never hears the panic when I'm staring at the drywall! CLICK! CLICK! Something disconnected! Whole damn life got misdirected! Heart went cold, soul got neglected, Now I don't even know what the hell I expected! I'm so numb that the pain feels fake, So tired that I can't stay awake, So wired that I can't escape, And the loudest damn sound is the silence I make! [Bridge – Beat Cuts, Whispered Vocals, Distant Piano] What if I told you... I don't remember the last time I cried? What if I told you... I'm not even sure I'm alive inside? I don't want the world. I don't want the fame. I just want one fucking moment... Where I feel something again. [Silence – One Heartbeat] SOMETHING AGAIN! [Final Build – Rising Choir, Snare Rolls, Pitching Synths] I FEEL THE PRESSURE! I FEEL THE WEIGHT! I FEEL THE WORLD BUT I CAN'T FEEL MY FACE! I FEEL THE ANGER! I FEEL THE HATE! BUT I WON'T LET THIS NUMBNESS SEAL MY FATE! [Massive Reverse Bass Build – Kick Roll Accelerates] THREE! TWO! ONE! [Final Chorus – Full Hardstyle Drop, Screamed Anthem] I'M NUMB! NUMB! NUMB! CAN'T FEEL THE BEAT OF MY HEART! I'M DONE! DONE! DONE! WATCHING MY WORLD FALL APART! I'M LOST! SO LOST! SOMEWHERE BETWEEN WHO I WAS! AND WHO I'VE BECOME! I'M NUMB! I'M NUMB! I'M FUCKING NUMB! [Final Drop – Maximum Distorted Kicks, Screeching Leads] NUMB! NUMB! BREAK THE SILENCE! NUMB! NUMB! FEEL THE VIOLENCE! NUMB! NUMB! I'M NOT FINISHED! CAN'T FEEL NOTHING! BUT I'M STILL IN IT! [Outro – Beat Abruptly Stops, Radio Static] Maybe one day... I'll feel it all again. [Heartbeat] Until then... Nothing. [Static Cuts to Silence]
