[high pitch vocals] [chipmunk sample] [pre-chorus] help meeee love please I'v lost it or dropped it way back when the devil became me with angel wings of clarity [chorus] I don't feel love even with the ones near to me for. I'm thirsty for some tears to drink I might be surrounded by love freely but I don't think anyone hears me so this is a letter to the future me [verse] Dear me. you've made it this far I don't know how but your here unlike half of your peers from your parents divorce when your were six after that you always looked up to your older sis and your mom was always the shit getting three jobs just to raise her fucking kids [bridge] that woman deserves a medal your sis and you put her through hell tho two dropouts you and your A D H D and your sister who was just fucking crazy [verse] all your friends growing up only a handful left Prison, murder, overdose, suicide and thank god for who's left so much death and destruction thankfully you stuck to graffiti and left your city to be a Paparazzi shooting celebrities you were good too, even publishing pictures in Istanbul pretty cool [hook] still there was always a few things on your mind you had a son that you left behind hoping he would grow up kind knowing how his mom was tho (an ego driven witch) your fatherhood was never enough that was tough love [verse] so even tho you weren't the best father you were with what's her names granddaughter I LOVE LUCY! after that you met the one that you loved a ton fourteen years of blood sweat and this is were you ran out of tears the one one that made you fear you like who's this dude always in a bad mood [chorus] you put all your armor on no emotion just floating in time sometimes wishing you could rewind you were so blind THA FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU! WAKE UP DUDE! LIKE WHOA!! sometimes it's still tough tho [verse] cali to missouri a bad decision clearly so true that tornado scared you back to New Mexico WERE NOT IN KANSAS ANYMORE! . ha ha, you have to remain calm focus on what's right and wrong be kind to every one [post-chorus] your in the now positive with a dope chick she loves yo (bleep) and she's also the shit you got this focus your never hopeless and you know this [outro] take care of your self you've been through hell believe in yourself quick witted sick wit it confident find your chi and leave a dope legacy YOU ARE PAPARAZZI! (razzi, azzi, zi,) [end]
