Desperately I cry out To the only one who resides in my heart Could build me up But she tears me apart Inside I bleed This ocean of love It’s always pouring out While doubt floods in These thoughts I keep drowning in It’s suffocating But astounding Keep wishing I was undiminished But I’m close to drowning I’ve been slowly slipping So much life I give But it’s never enough I’m almost empty Still try to fill you up With all that is left But you won’t be happy Till that last breath Drowned in the stress Signal flares Lashing out Because who knows what’s next Just scared to death As my grip on life lessens Because she’ll never change And I won’t learn my lesson Just pray for death This life’s only blessing
