Canto Ultima - "Are you there (Blue Hermit cover)"

Hello... I know you’re out there Have you heard me ? Or do I need to throw my message to the winds again? Or have you listened and moved on? I don’t believe it, I won’t believe it If you heard my cry I know you’d come To hold me in my sorrows To listen, to console me And tell me everything’s all right And you’d fix it, wouldn’t you? You’d rearrange the heavens You’d erase all the strife I suppose it’s a fantasy and you were never in my life I’m supposed to be my own religion Solve my problems, cure my own despair But I can’t do it anymore... I’m breaking down, I’m falling down I’m sitting in the dust And I can’t do it anymore... I’m failing here, I’m flailing here I’m losing my trust Are you there? Are you there? I’m going through the motions still believing doing is achieving And maybe that’s true But I’d rather be doing it with you I sought you in my mirror thought you might be hiding deep inside my eyes I touched the image said I loved you but the look it gave me knew I lied... Skin and bone, god I’ve grown but I can’t go home if I never really had one Did I take a wrong turn and the other me has someone to hold them? What was the schism? That divided me from love? When I look through my prism I see reflections of worlds below and above That shimmer and fascinate I hesitate before reaching out To try and seize them But I can’t do it anymore... I’m breaking down, I’m falling down I’m sitting in the dust And I can’t do it anymore... I’m failing here, I’m flailing here I’m losing my trust Are you there? Are you there? But I can’t do it anymore... I’m breaking down, I’m falling down I’m sitting in the dust And I can’t do it anymore... I’m failing here, I’m flailing here I’m losing my trust Are you there? This may be futile, it feels brutal, but I’m going to use what little faith I have left in me And send this message Once again.