I don’t feel it anymore… I don’t feel it anymore… I press my hands down into the dirt last night Like I was checking if the world still lies It didn’t move— —Feet don’t land where they should It didn’t answer back… Every step feels misunderstood Concrete cracks but I don’t see why How can we find our own footing back on solid ground Grounded in reality, what we rely on I’m walking straight but drifting wide The home I have when I am gone If it gave way beneath me— —Streetlights hum like they know my name I wouldn’t be able to live and breathe Every road feels just the same I keep moving / we keep walking Don’t ask me why / we stand on something And I keep waiting for the fall… All I stand, all I am— But nothing hits me at all… One day, a place, six feet calls… Something’s wrong… Under the ground, I remember every version I was before Where’s the ground beneath me now? It keeps all my better endings locked behind a buried door I keep reaching, don’t know how If I don’t call it surrender— —to feel something real again I’VE BEEN HERE A THOUSAND TIMES Under the ground, I remember— There’s no ground… there’s no ground… How much should be appreciated—ignored The years it took to find yourself Every line starts bending wrong Time feels short but stretches long The tears it took to build your armor I see my shadow lag behind The type that shields you from the world Like it gave up trying to keep in line We don’t own a thing, even when we give it all Cold air cuts but I don’t react The struggle, the city, the weight we call life— —I lost the weight that pulled me back And I keep waiting for the break… If we take it all away— For something real to finally shake… We wouldn’t be anything at all— We’d fall. Under the ground, I remember every version I was before WHERE’S THE GROUND BENEATH ME NOW?! Locked behind a buried door I keep reaching, don’t know how! If I don’t call it surrender— Stop this spinning in my head! I’VE BEEN HERE A THOUSAND TIMES There’s no ground… THERE’S NO GROUND… Roots grow, just as I do too From roots of another, we both live, we breathe If I fall, would I even know? Or just keep drifting as I go? Why do I walk around disregarding beneath the ground I’m screaming out but there’s no sound We both live / I don’t feel it We both breathe / I can’t feel it We stand on something / THERE’S NO GROUND I remember when it felt like something… If it weren’t for all it’s made of… Now it’s just motion… Just noise… Just air… We wouldn’t be anything at all… Under the ground, I remember every version I was before Where’s the ground beneath me now? Locked behind a buried door I keep reaching, don’t know how If I don’t call it surrender To feel something real again I’VE BEEN HERE A THOUSAND TIMES There’s no ground— Under the ground— I press my hands deep in the dirt… I don’t feel it anymore… I swear I felt the place I’ll be… Six feet… No ground…
