[Verse 1] Sometimes I just look at you And wonder if you have any idea How much I think about you Even when you’re not here And I know we’re young I know we can’t promise anything But I hate that I have to think about losing you When I haven’t even figured out how to have you I don’t know if you think about me As much as I think about you Or if you ever get scared That I might stop being part of your life too And I hate that I even wonder Because when I’m with you, I’m okay But then I get home, and my brain starts talking And I wish those thoughts would go away [Chorus] What if we don’t last? What if this is all we get? What if one day we’re strangers Who remember how we met? What if you move away And we stop talking every day? What if I need you and you’re not there And I have to learn to be okay with that somehow? I don’t wanna think about the end I just wanna be with you again But I love you more than I know how to say And I’m scared that one day I won’t get to anymore [Verse 2] I don’t feel beautiful a lot of the time I overthink my face, my words, my mind Sometimes I wonder what you see in me When there’s so much I wish that I could change But then you pull me into a hug And for a second, I don’t feel so hard to love I don’t feel like I have to fix everything I can just be me, and that means something I love your smile, even when it’s over nothing I love your smell when you pull me close I love that I can tell you when I’m happy And when I’m not, and when I hate myself the most You know the good, you know the bad You know the things that make me sad And I don’t have to make it sound okay I can tell you the truth, and you let me stay [Chorus] What if we don’t last? What if this is all we get? What if one day we’re strangers Who remember how we met? What if you move away And I have so much left to say? What if I still wanna tell you everything But you’re not the person I can tell anymore? I don’t wanna think about the end I just wanna hold you again I know we’re young, I know life can change But I don’t want what we have to fade away [Bridge — quiet, honest, no music at first] And the worst part is, I can’t even be mad at life. You have dreams. I have dreams. We’re gonna grow up. Things are gonna change. I know that. But nobody tells you how to act normal When someone becomes part of your everyday life And suddenly there’s a chance They might not be there anymore. Like, what am I supposed to do with that? Am I supposed to just enjoy every second And pretend I don’t think about losing you? Because I do. Sometimes I wonder if you know how much I love you. Sometimes I wonder if I’m too much. Sometimes I wonder if I’m getting attached To something I can’t keep. And I hate that, because you make me so happy. I don’t want to spend our time together Being scared of the day it ends. I just wish I knew we’d be okay. [Final Chorus — emotional, building up] What if we don’t last? God, I hate asking that Because I look at you and all I want Is a future I don’t know if we can have What if you move away? What if nothing stays the same? Will you still remember how I laugh? Will you still want to know about my day? Will I still be someone you call When the world’s too much and you’ve had enough? Will I still get to hold you close? Will you still look at me the way you do now? I don’t need a perfect love I don’t need to know it all I just wanna feel like if things get hard We won’t be too scared to talk And if someday everything changes I hope we know we tried Because I don’t wanna look back on loving you And wish I’d been less scared at the time [Outro — soft, almost crying] I don’t know if we’re forever. I don’t know where you’ll be in five years. I don’t even know what next year looks like. I just know that right now, when something good happens, I wanna tell you. When something bad happens, I wanna tell you. When I don’t feel beautiful, I wanna be near you. And when you hug me, I wish you wouldn’t let go so soon. I know we’re young. I know that
