Bando7🔸️Self-Sabotage

BANDO BE THE LOGO ANOTHER BROKEN SOUL Sabotaging Myself even when I know its really bad for my muthafuckin health when I move i move in stealth.. Why do, why, why do, why, why do they watch you While I’m sabotaging, tearing down my own truth Talking like I’m nothing when I’m standing right here Standing in the mirror with a stranger I fear Why I make myself feel low when I could rise instead Why I plant these bitter thoughts inside my head Why I feel so sad, why can’t I just be A better man than the one I see in me Lord, tell me why I keep cutting my own rope Why I bury all my chances, why I choke on hope I’m advertising you while I’m dragging down myself Knowing all this damage’s killing off my health All this sabotage, sabotage, I know it’s bad for my health Why I keep on breaking, breaking, breaking my own self Distressing, stressing, yeah, it’s teaching me a lesson Count your blessings, count your blessings ‘Cause they don’t last long, no, they don’t last long I’m tired of sabotaging, tired of being wrong I’m tired and I’m hoping I don’t fade before I’m strong Wondering why everybody feels the way they do How do you feel ‘bout me when I feel the same for you Judging my reflection, I’m a jury and a cell Building up a prison just to lock myself in hell Why I stab my heart with every word I say When I know that I’m the one who keeps me in the gray Why can’t I forgive, why can’t I extend The mercy that I’m begging from my only friend Lord, tell me why I keep cutting my own rope Why I turn my every promise into smoke I’m advertising faith while I’m speaking disbelief Holding on to shame like it’s my only relief All this sabotage, sabotage, I know it’s bad for my health Why I keep on breaking, breaking, breaking my own self Distressing, stressing, yeah, it’s teaching me a lesson Count your blessings, count your blessings ‘Cause they don’t last long, no, they don’t last long I’m tired of sabotaging, tired of being wrong I’m tired and I’m hoping I don’t fade before I’m strong I’m tired of waking up already feeling like I’ve lost Tired of paying pain like it’s the only cost Tired of savage charging at my heart each night Tired of dimming every bit of my own light Lord, if You see me falling, pull me from myself Heal these hands that hurt me more than anyone else Teach me how to love the man I’ve never met The one inside my chest I always just forget Why do, why, why do I cut my own wings down Why do, why, why do I turn my smile to a frown Why can’t I be better, why can’t I be free From the war I keep on waging only against me All this sabotage, sabotage, I know it’s bad for my health Why I keep on breaking, breaking, breaking my own self Distressing, stressing, God, I’m learning every lesson Count my blessings, count my blessings I don’t want to let ‘em go, no, I won’t let ‘em go I’m tired of sabotaging, tired of being wrong I’m tired but I’m praying I can stay here, live long Turn this sabotage, sabotage into a healing song Why do, why, why do, why, why do they watch you While I’m slowly learning how to stop hurting me too Why I feel so sad, maybe I can understand I’m broken, but I’m reaching for a better man..Bando Bando you'll get through it u stronger then u really know I know I know..keep pushing through bando u still man bro dats fo damn sho..