The little things stack up quicker than I thought they ever could. The seeds of sorrow plant in my head and take root better than they ever should. Oh don't you know? What makes happiness and comfort become such fragile little structures? I only wanted something real not just another number. I give and give and give again but never seem to figure out, That no matter what I try it always ends up spiralin' down. Oh don't you know? Just let it go. But like usual, I'll bite my tongue. Swallow the doubt. Keep a smile even though I wanna scream and shout. Keep a straight face, Give you grace. And hope I'm making all this up and not just somehow crashing out. Oh don't you know? Just let it go. How come it's only ever me that's miserable? Maybe the problem really is with me I'm just blind to any issues, Each time I try to look inside I only see a heart that's been misused. Oh don't you know? I do anything you ask without a second thought so, How come it's never me that's right there in the front, oh. When you're everything I hope to find but I don't even cross your mind, Does it not bother you? No? Oh, don't you know? I should just let it go. But like usual, I'll bite my tongue. Swallow the doubt. Keep a smile even though I wanna scream and shout. Keep a straight face, Give you grace. And hope I'm making all this up and not just somehow crashing out. Oh don't you know? Just let it go. How come it's only ever me that's miserable? I pour my heart into everything I do just to make you smile, So why is it so fucking hard to sit and stay with me awhile? I've been down this road so many times I drag my feet for miles, Yet you bring the poison to my lips and make me drink from my own vial. Oh don't you know? I really should just, Let it go. But like usual, I'll bite my tongue. Swallow the doubt. Keep a smile even though I wanna scream and shout. Keep a straight face, Give you grace. And hope I'm making all this up and not just somehow crashing out. Oh don't you know? Just let it go. How come it's only ever me that's miserable? Oh, don't you know? I'd rather suffer than ever, Let it go.
