If Idiots Could Fly, This Place Would Be An Airport

When did it all go wrong? I hate these fucking songs I hate myself for everything I said To all my friends To everyone I've ever loved I try to go outside But something just doesn't feel right I can't even leave my goddamn bed I'm better off dead If only I could find a gun I wonder who would cry I wonder if they would even try If they would ever give a shit About the kid That they bullied in high school Withering away I wish I was better But I'm not Withering away I wish I was better But I'm not I'm not Put on the fucking face again Tell everybody I'm fine They believe it every time Which says something about me Or says something about them Been doing this so long I forgot what real feels like I can't even leave this goddamn dread I'm better off dead If only I could find a knife I wonder who would try I wonder if they would even cry If they would ever give a shit Been running on empty Since I was just a fucking child Withering away I wish I was better But I'm not Withering away I wish I was better But I'm not I'm not If idiots could fly This place would be an airport I'd have been gone years ago Crashing into the terminal I'm still here But do I really care I'm still fucking here Do I even give a shit Withering away I wish I was better But I'm not Withering away I wish I was better But I'm not Withering away I wish I was better But I'm not Withering away I wish I was better But I'm not I'm not