[Intro — just the loop starting again] here we go again here we go again [Verse 1] I said I was done with this twelve songs ago I said I found her I said I was healing but I'm back here same spot same ceiling same phone in my hand same ache in my chest that I keep calling closure when it's really just a pause I thought the looking would end somewhere on this record I thought I'd find the door and actually walk through it but here I am hand on the same handle same door same girl still looking still looking still looking [Pre-Chorus] maybe there's no finding her maybe that was never the point maybe I just keep almost arriving and calling that a sound [Chorus] same time tomorrow I'll probably do this again same ache, same hour same girl I'm grieving who never left who never left same time tomorrow I'll tell myself I'm closer but I'm just back here back here back here [Verse 2] every song I wrote this year was me trying to land somewhere trying to end on something true trying to mean it when I said I'm still here but maybe the truer thing is that some of this doesn't resolve some of this just repeats some of this just loops and I don't know if that's failure or if that's just honest I don't know if surviving means you actually arrive somewhere or if you just keep almost arriving forever forever [Pre-Chorus] maybe there's no finding her maybe that was never the point maybe I just keep almost arriving and calling that a sound [Chorus] same time tomorrow I'll probably do this again same ache, same hour same girl I'm grieving who never left who never left same time tomorrow I'll tell myself I'm closer but I'm just back here back here back here [Bridge — no build, just flat honesty] I'm not going to pretend this ends clean I'm not going to pretend I found her completely I'm not going to pretend the record's a redemption arc it's just a year of catching myself almost and missing of catching myself right before the door and turning around again and again and again maybe that's all this was maybe that's all I am just a girl who keeps almost arriving and calling that a life [Outro — the loop closing back to the album's first song] I miss me more than I miss you the old me the one from before I know I know same time tomorrow I'll probably say it again same ache same hour same loop same loop same loop
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