Plate in front of me, supposed to eat Jaw's too heavy, can't make it meet Used to love this, used to care Now it's cardboard, flavorless air Chewing takes effort I don't have to give This is what it takes just to fucking live Swallow feels like work, nothing goes down right Three bites in and I'm done for the night Food tastes like nothing Eating feels like hell Can't remember loving Anything I can't even tell This used to matter This used to be mine Now it's just another thing That depression stole this time Friends say "just eat something, you'll feel better" Like my mouth isn't full of cement and lead and whatever Forcing down fuel like a broken machine Most exhausting thing I do in between Used to cook, used to try new tastes Now it all rots, now it's all a waste Hunger's there but I can't make myself care Staring at food like it's not even there Food tastes like nothing Eating feels like hell Can't remember loving Anything I can't even tell This used to matter This used to be mine Now it's just another fucking thing That depression stole this time Too tired to be this angry Too angry to just accept Another joy that's been taken Another thing I can't protect Chew, swallow, repeat Basic shit I can't complete Food tastes like nothing Eating feels like hell Can't remember loving Anything can't even tell This used to matter This used to be good Now it's just one more thing Depression took like I knew it would
