[Powerful female voice, operatic range, 70s hard rock, heavy blues rock, progressive rock, gothic metal, industrial metal, dark electro, trip-hop, ambient electronica. Tempo shifts: 66 BPM intro, 72 BPM pre-chorus, 80 BPM verses, 108 BPM choruses, 120 BPM solo, 112 BPM bridge, 116 BPM final chorus, 60 BPM outro. Female voice: soaring soprano, theatrical, defiant, melancholic, bluesy lower register, NEVER guttural. Male backing vocals distant and low. Instruments: distorted guitars, fuzz, wah-wah, whammy pedal, deep rolling bass, tight punchy drums, Hammond B3 with Leslie, Mellotron strings, analog synths, Rhodes piano, glitch textures, vinyl crackle, industrial percussion. Echoes on chorus. Weighty and slow. Dense layered arrangement. Vocals upfront.] [Intro, Instrumental, Weighty and Slow, Distorted Guitar Riff, Bass with a Deep, Rolling Groove, Drums with a deep beat, 66 BPM, Female voice, Clear voice, Spoken-sung, Intimate, Close mic, Deep bass, Rhodes, 72 BPM, Pre-Chorus Spoken Words] They were always content With my unruly prayers And when everything goes to hell When I need it to be like before [Verse 1, Female voice, Building, 80 BPM, Fuzz guitar, Organ swell] They keep imagining me Like a deposed emperor This is the place of my destiny I've reached the end of the road [Verse 2, Female voice, Spoken-sung, Intimate, 82 BPM, Deep bass, Rhodes] They won't hold my hand anymore And the blue horse finally returns Haunting my nightmares As if it were a strange animal [Chorus, Female voice, Operatic, 108 BPM, Echoes, Male backing distant, Big drums, Heavy guitars] Even the words are no longer the same And yet they always return to the same theme And I still don't know where they're taking me [Instrumental Section, Guitar Solo with Whammy Pedal Effects, Bass and Drums Locked into a Weighty and Slow Groove, 120 BPM] [Verse 3, Female voice, Spoken-sung, Intimate, 80 BPM, Deep bass, Rhodes] My delusions surprise me Like a slave chained To the cart of an ugly belly I don't even know where they're taking me [Chorus, Female voice, Operatic, 112 BPM, Echoes, Male backing distant, Layered choir] Even the words are no longer the same And yet they always return to the same theme And I still don't know where they're taking me [Instrumental Bridge, Heavy Guitar Riff, Bass Thundering, Drums with a Relentless Beat, 70 BPM] [Verse 4, Female voice, Building, 84 BPM, Fuzz guitar, Organ swell] My delusions are dangerous Visions Like Harlan Ellison's collections Sometimes I bellow but I never hear more than a murmur resonating between the surrounding walls my mirage melts [Verse 5, Female voice, Spoken-sung, 86 BPM, Deep bass, Rhodes] I've been sifted through, future detriments, aspirations of emptiness, complaints [Verse 6, Female voice, Building, 88 BPM, Fuzz guitar, Organ swell] When the pamphlet doesn't give you access to the discussion Come on, courage! Burn this rag! And let's be done with this stupid poem! [Chorus, Female voice, Operatic, 116 BPM, Echoes, Male backing distant, Big drums, Heavy guitars] Even the words are no longer the same And yet they always return to the same theme And I still don't know where they're leading me [Instrumental Outro, Low and Loud Riff, Drums Driving to a Powerful Finish, Ending with a Sharp, Sudden Stop, 60 BPM] [Verse 7, Female voice, Whisper, 58 BPM, Close mic, Deep bass, Rhodes] How many of you will give in to me? I keep asking myself! [Fade out -End.]