Where am I... hiiiiiiiii... Where have I been? Ohooo nooooooh... I’m dying... I never thought love could bruise this way I thought it heals, not fades to grey But every word turns into war And I keep crawling back for more I listen close, but still don’t hear You say “it’s fine” and disappear I hold my breath to feel you stay But you just slip and drift away I'm tired... I'm waiting... I'm tryin'... Uhuuuuuuuuh I'm tryin'... but I'm still tired again... Ohoooo uhuooooh uhu ooooh... I'm tired again... uh oooh uh! I break in the dark when you don’t see... I bleed in the quiet while you let me be... I carry your storms just to give you peace... But where’s the part where I find me? You say love is worth the pain... But I’m losing more than I gain... Ooooooooh... I'm tired again... uh uh ooooh... tired again... You say it’s love, but don’t explain You shut the door and call it rain I beg for warmth, you give me space But cold is all I seem to chase I paint your name with all my light But I’m the one who fades each night I hold the pieces, say I’m fine But I’ve been breaking this whole time I'm tired... I'm waiting... I'm tryin'... Uhuuuuuuuuh I'm tryin'... but I'm still tired again... Ohoooo uhuooooh uhu ooooh... I'm tired again... uh oooh uh! I whisper your name in a silent scream... I dream of love but wake in grief... I gave you all and held in deep... But you don’t see me when I weep... Ooooooooh... I'm tired again... uh uh ooooh... tired again... I thought if I just loved you right You’d see me through your stormy nights But now I see — love don’t always heal Sometimes it just teaches you to feel Where am I... hiiiiiiiii... Where have I been... Oh no... I’m dying... still trying... still tired... again...
