BANDO Freestyle Therapy MM-HM MM-HM yea..yea.. I been carrying a storm nobody sees, If I let it out, maybe it won’t bury me, This one for the nights that never sleep,They know the face, but they don’t know the fight Don’t know how many wars I survive every night,Every “sorry” sounds hollow when the damage runs deep, I been smiling for the world while I’m losing my peace Everybody got a judgment, everybody got a claim But nobody wants to sit with the weight inside my brain I been searching for a reason, I been begging for a sign Trying to hold myself together with a thread and a lie The streets gave me lessons, but they never gave me rest Every corner had a memory, every friend became a test I was running from the hurt, then I carried it home Built a fortress out of silence just to suffer alone, I know I’m not perfect, I know I made mistakes But I’m more than every bad decision that I made If my heart is still beating, there’s a road I can take Even when the night gets heavy, I refuse to fade, Can you hear me through the static? I’m still breathing thru the panic, I been sinking in the sorrow, but I’m reaching for tomorrow I won’t let the dark define me I won’t let the hurt rewind me If I only got one spark left, I’ma guard it with my whole heart I chased numbness through my veins just to quiet down the noise Every high became a prison, every habit stole my voice People profit from your weakness, call it business, call it fate ,Then they disappear completely when you’re standin at the gate, I remember all the nights I couldn’t trust the ones I knew Love can turn into a weapon when it’s used against you I was looking for some shelter, found a room full of smoke Tried to laugh away the pain, but the laughter always broke I miss my father more than words could ever explain Some days I hear his memory whisper softly through the rain I had dreams before the damage, had a map before the doubt Now I’m picking up the pieces, trying to find another route I know the world gets colder, I know the truth can sting But a wounded heart can heal if it remembers how to sing I’ve been calling from the bottom, hoping somebody knows There’s a little life inside me that refuses to let go Can you hear me through the static? I’m still breathing through the panic, I been sinking in the sorrow, but I’m reaching for tomorrow, I won’t let the dark define me, I won’t let the hurt rewind me, If I only got one spark left, I’ma guard it with my whole heart, Self-hate wore my reflection, made a stranger of my eyes, Had me treating every blessing like another disguised lie I was stuck inside a maze that I constructed from regret Every exit looked like danger, every breath felt like a debt I kept people at a distance, said they never understood Truth is, I was scared they’d see me clearly if they could Scared they’d find the ugly places, scared they’d leave me in the cold, So I pushed away the hands that tried to help me hold the load, But I’m tired of being haunted by a version of my past Tired of thinking all the worst days were the only ones I’d have There’s a voice beneath the anger, underneath the broken pride, Saying, “You are still worth saving—stay here, stay alive” Father, if You hear me, meet me somewhere in this pain Give me strength to face the morning, give me shelter from the rain, I don’t need a perfect answer, I don’t need to understand Just remind me I’m still standing, even trembling where I am One more step, one more breath I’m not finished with this life yet Let the ashes lose their hold Let this wounded heart grow bold Now I hear me through the static I’m still standing through the panic, I was buried in the sorrow, now I’m fighting for tomorrow I won’t let the dark define me I won’t let the past confine me If I only got one spark left, I’ma turn it into sunrise Yeaaah-aahh (Ba-ba-bando) I’ve been low, but I’m not gone Still got breath, still moving on The pain can speak, but it can’t (Ba-ba-Bando 7 Therapy) this here for them ones jus barely holding on Sometimes life don't whisper, it roars. Sometimes it don't test you once. It breaks you over(over,over,) and over just to see if you still got fire left in your soul. when it does, it's when you show it who you are. Listen close. Every dream cost something. sleep, peace, love, maybe even your mind. You'll those lose people who said they never leave. You'll cry when nobody's watching. And you walk through days so dark. You forget what sunlight feels like, but u keep walking anyway because the strongest hearts ain't built from easy days. The scar from my pain molded by struggle, forging, silence when nobody luvya. Yea, they doubt you now, but when they'll study, you come back like scripts will fall once, you feel it fall twice, u doubt it fall 3 times, you start to question your purpose. By the fourth, your prize bruise by the fifth, you're tired of trying. By the six, you hear that voice say maybe it's time to quit
