I wake up, but I don’t feel awake, feet on the floor, but they barely take one step, then another, like walking through sand. Every move feels heavy and slow. I dress myself in yesterday’s face, smile in the mirror, but it won’t stay in place. Try to remember who I used to be before the weight of it all buried me. And it’s heavy, so heavy, like I’m sinking through the floor. And the world keeps spinning, but I don’t know what I’m here for. I keep reaching, but I keep falling, and I don’t know how to stand tall under the weight of it all. The clock moves, but I stay the same. I go through the motions, play the game. They ask how I’m doing, I say "I’m fine," but I don’t even know if that’s a lie. I tell myself it gets better in time, but time don’t listen, it just walks the line. I chase the light at the tunnel’s end, but I’m scared it’s just fire again. And it’s heavy, so heavy, like I’m sinking through the floor. And the world keeps spinning, but I don’t know what I’m here for. I keep reaching, but I keep falling, and I don’t know how to stand tall under the weight of it all. I don’t need a miracle, don’t need a sign, just one damn day where I feel alive. One moment where I don’t have to fight, don’t have to fake that I’m alright. And it’s heavy, so heavy, like I’m sinking through the floor. And the world keeps spinning, but I don’t know what I’m here for. I keep reaching, but I keep falling, and I don’t know how to stand tall under the weight of it all. So I take one step, then another. It’s not much, but it’s something. And maybe someday, I’ll feel like me again. 📍Lyrics By Me
