[Verse 1] I got a list Of things I need to fix I turned my phone off And called it healing You knocked for months On a door I wouldn’t open You thought I chose the silence I thought I chose surviving [Pre-Chorus] I kept saying “one day” I’d be ready for your love Didn’t see the calendar Bleeding us out [Chorus] I never meant to disappear on you I never meant to shut you out I was so afraid of losing you I disappeared and lost you now I never thought I’d lose you in the process Thought my distance kept you safe from me If you can hear me through this mess Please come back to me Please come back to me (oh oh) [Verse 2] I was wrestling with my shadows You were waiting in the light You kept holding out your heart I kept hiding out of sight I called it “time to work on me” You called but I let it ring Didn’t know that every “later” Was the last of everything [Pre-Chorus] I kept saying “one day” We’d be stronger than before Didn’t feel the floorboards Caving under us [Chorus] I never meant to disappear on you I never meant to shut you out I was so afraid of losing you I disappeared and lost you now I never thought I’d lose you in the process Thought my distance kept you safe from me If there’s a chance In all this damage Please come back to me Please come back to me (come back)