My Inner world

[Chorus] Tell me why I Feel like I’m dead now When I look alive But that’s who I am now Take a look inside Inside of my head now Welcome to my inner world [Verse 1] Man, I’ve been dead so long I don’t know How to live a normal life Dead and gone Can’t live on That’s from being traumatized Fuck the norm Get it on That’s why I’m at war with life Until my life is immortalized [Bridge] God damn it Back when I was near to commit Yeah I said it Everybody’s scared to admit I almost did it Left my tears down there In the pit Welcome to my inner world [Chorus] Tell me why I Feel like I’m dead now When I look alive But that’s who I am now Take a look inside Inside of my head now Welcome to my inner world [Chorus] Tell me why I Feel like I’m dead now When I look alive But that’s who I am now Take a look inside Inside of my head now Welcome to my inner world [Verse 2] Truth is, I’ve been through this Since I was a child Always fell to music Let it loop in my mind And you know what it’s like Cause you do sometimes I forget what it’s like To be a human sometimes [bridge extended] God damn it Back when I was near to commit Yeah I said it Everybody’s scared to admit I almost did it Left my tears down there In the pit Welcome to my inner world How could I ever let them know? That I’m forever feeling dead Man I feel the curtains close Where I suffer Where in broken in pieces I can never get a motherfucking Moment of peace Even when I’m building up me I just yell and I scream You will never know the meaning of Of feeling cold as a demon of grief [Chorus] Tell me why I Feel like I’m dead now When I look alive But that’s who I am now Take a look inside Inside of my head now Welcome to my inner world [Verse 3] Ya see, I’m an author With the blood and gore lore galore That will horrify a listener to their core Pain, panic, fear, and anger It’s all I feel Never more. What do I gotta do to escape this horde I try to learn How I can earn An excuse to avoid the urn Ain't nobody cares anyway so why should I turn Away from the devils eyes in which I empathize Romanticize The thoughts I overanalyze Metamorphasize the dozens of thoughts inside Until I think I'm worth the pride I just wanna minimize the hatred which is maximized Struggle to identify All that I have left to thrive Guess I'll give the music another fucking whirl And let it all loose inside of my inner world And ask you to- [Chorus] Tell me why I Feel like I’m dead now When I look alive But that’s who I am now Take a look inside Inside of my head now Welcome to my inner world