I feel like I’m losing my mind Cant remember shit,forgetting all the time Hurts my soul and bruises my pride, Stand alone with no one by my side One thing for certain They gonna remember me,ive said it before im a hole new breed They don’t take the time to look inside I don’t want nothing for u,not even a dime, Look down deep,tell me what u find, It’s hard to say,cuz im losing my mind Set back an set still,it feels so surreal I’ve scared myself,I’ll never heal I don’t fabricate lies,i keep,it real, I dont wanna go rotten or be seen Already forgotten,you know what I mean Im not one to get loud or cause a scene Numb my sorrows,turned me to a fien You won’t catch dirt,gota keep it clean All the time ,I put on a show That I am fine, cant let them no That im losing my mind one day at a time Then the time will come when it’s all said and done ,an i look at my life a regret everything I’ve done…… what the fuck is wrong with me, My last words im history,,,,,,,head first right in the dirt,,,,,,,,I could get real personal but I told myself to be merciful But I don’t know why,you cant hear My silent cry,or when I scream in the rain Trying to wash away the pain, Emotional distress,psycho insane, Internely drain,,,, captain of my own crazy Train,,,,, but to look at me, I look fine, You’d never guess that im losing my mind, Lost that deep soul sunshine,,,, so trust when I never say ,no im not fine, sanity,I lost mine, Lost it all,including time,it’s hysterical from all the hair I pull,,,,why o why be merciful, as matter of fact it’s better then a mask You wonder why but u never ask,,,,, Even tho im losing my mind an act radical. I asked myself why be merciful.
