Doode: Are you ok? Orsha: Doode, I am. Are you though? Doode: Sure! What you mean? Orsha: Bro, you were just crying under your bed. For hours! Doode: Really…? Well, to be honest Woke up racing, heart like a drum Made plans for the whole year before morning sun Then by noon I sink through the floor Couldn’t hold the smile I was wearing anymore I’m bright and I’m broken, I’m here and I’m gone A hundred thoughts screaming, then suddenly none Everybody says I change so fast Like a storm with no warning, never built to last It’s way too dark in here right now Can’t even see my own hand, I’m reaching out For something stronger just to forget It’s oh so cold in here right now A second ago I was laughing out loud Now I’m falling so fast I can’t catch my breath I’m barely able to cry out For someone’s hand to slow the fall Of what’s gonna be my home for quite some time Though I appreciate the help Then the light comes back and I’m higher than high Talking too fast, like I might touch the sky Making promises I can’t keep by dawn Running on sparks till the fuel is gone And the crash hits hard, like a cruel little joke One minute I’m fire, the next I’m smoke I don’t get a choice when the wheel spins round Up in the clouds, then I’m under the ground It’s way too bright in here right now Can’t even think, I’m burning up somehow Reaching for the edge just to slow down It’s oh so loud in here right now Just a second ago I was falling down Now I’m a hurricane spinning all around I’m barely able to hear myself As the higher highs turn into hell Though I Appreciate the help Doode: Don’t leave me alone when the night gets long Orsha: I’m right here, but the shadows change so strong Doode: I was flying Orsha: Then you were sinking Both: Back and forth and back again Doode Orsha: Both are you, and both still hurt, love Both: Hold on, hold on Through the silence and the storm When the mood swings back, I’m never sure Which side of me will speak first It’s way too dark in here right now It’s way too bright in here right now Laughing, then crying, then lost somehow Can’t even tell if I’m up or down In a second I can break and rebound From sleepless nights to a heavy crown I’m barely able to cry out For someone’s hand to slow the fall Of what’s gonna be my home for quite some time Though I Appreciate the help And the will to lift me up It’s way too hard to say no now But I really can’t right now (“It’s my turn now”)
