[Verse 1] Goodnight again Phone face-down on the floor Blue light bruise on my eyelids Still I’m begging my brain for the door Sheets feel wrong Like they’re made out of static Every thought I ever had Folding in slow-motion panic [Pre-Chorus] I count the cracks in the ceiling Like they’re stars that forgot how to shine Every shadow on the wall looks familiar But no one here is really mine [Chorus] So I talk to the ceiling ‘cause it never leaves Having conversations with the dark that breathes I’m alone with the noise that I can’t unsee Goodnight, but I can’t, I can’t sleep (no sleep) I keep writing little hooks in my head on repeat Whole songs in the silence, but the silence screams I’m too full of everything and nothing I need Goodnight, but I can’t, I can’t sleep [Verse 2] Clock red-eyes Blinking out another lost hour Heart runs laps in my ribcage Like it’s racing some invisible power I try deep breaths But they snag on old memories Your name like a glitch in my heartbeat Skipping at the same two scenes (oh) [Pre-Chorus] I rearrange all my worries Line ‘em up like vinyl on the shelf Drop the needle in the dark and it spins Another late-night version of myself [Chorus] So I talk to the ceiling ‘cause it never leaves Having conversations with the dark that breathes I’m alone with the noise that I can’t unsee Goodnight, but I can’t, I can’t sleep (no sleep) I keep writing little hooks in my head on repeat Whole songs in the silence, but the silence screams I’m too full of everything and nothing I need Goodnight, but I can’t, I can’t sleep [Bridge] [Beat pulls back, vocals close-up] If I whisper all my secrets Will the walls keep ‘em safe for me? If I vanish in the morning Will the mattress miss my weight, my heat? (tell me) I’m a maze in a small dark room Every turn just leads back to you I press my face in the pillow like a portal Hoping I’ll fall straight through [Chorus] So I talk to the ceiling ‘cause it never leaves Having conversations with the dark that breathes I’m alone with the noise that I can’t unsee Goodnight, but I can’t, I can’t sleep (can’t sleep) I keep writing little hooks in my head on repeat Whole songs in the silence, but the silence screams I’m too full of everything and nothing I need Goodnight, but I can’t, I can’t sleep [Outro] Goodnight to the hallway light Goodnight to the hum in the wires Goodnight to the boy on the brink of a breakdown Goodnight to the girl inside the fire (mmm) If I ever make it out of my mind Wake me gently from this deep Till then I’m here with the ceiling Saying goodnight To a night that never lets me sleep
