Lyrics: Now that I am sad, I don’t sleep the same The ceiling knows my secrets, knows my name I replay every moment, every touch Wondering why I always feel too much I built my walls from maybe and someday From promises that slowly drifted away I smile when I’m asked if I’m okay But my heart’s been quiet for days I used to believe in the sound of forever Now every word just feels like weather Now that I am sad, afraid to fall in love I’m scared of the heights and the crash below I’m tired of praying to stars above Just to watch them burn out slow I want your truth but I don’t know how To let you in without breaking down Now that I am sad, afraid to fall in love I see your shadow dancing in the light Feels like hope knocking late at night But hope’s a door I’ve learned to close It hurts less when nobody knows If I give you me will you stay Or disappear when it gets hard to say Now that I am sad, afraid to fall in love I’m scared of the heights and the crash below I’m tired of praying to stars above Just to watch them burn out slow I want your truth but I don’t know how To let you in without breaking down Now that I am sad, afraid to fall in love Maybe fear is just love in disguise Still healing from too many goodbyes If you’re patient I might learn to try To believe not every ending is a lie Now that I am sad, afraid to fall in love Hold me steady don’t let me go Show me hearts don’t always break in blood Show me something I can know I’m still here even if I’m scared right now I still want you I just don’t know how Now that I am sad Afraid to fall in love
